JOANNE's BLOG (:

2011-12-25T18:31:00.004+08:00

So, Hello. after months again.
idk why i suddenly feel like blogging again but maybe, i just need to rant some stuff. maybe, not rant. just, emo. LOL. sigh.

honestly, what do i really want? anyone has any idea? idk, man. i myself dk what i really want.
sitting in an outdoor area now, the wind blowing strongly, this feeling.. so new yet so old. so nice yet so weird.

when we first accepted each other, did we ever thought we might last forever? why did we accept each other in the first place? because it was both our first? or because you think i was nice, kept talking to you and i was feeling rather happy that someone actually 'likes' me at that time as i never ever had that feeling in my past 17 years. how could we even last till one year plus.

all the conflicts, all the problems, i caused them. yes, i admit it. i'm sorry. honestly, i'm feeling damn regretful. i never truly thought about how you felt. i thought it was alright.. i thought going out with my friends, just hanging out with them and lepak around, it was fine. i never spare a thought about you, being at home, alone, having nothing to do but just staring at your computer and probably thinking of me at that time. it was a complete torture, am i right? until you couldn't take it, probably you feel that there's someone out there who's better for you.. you used to like her before liking me and you liked her back after losing feelings for me. i thought you were a bastard but now i am wrong. yeah, i'm the one at fault. it was all me. i didn't know how to treasure you well.. i didn't know how to keep you by my side. i'm sorry if during that period i was being so childish, a stupid girl who tried to push blame to you when i was the one at fault from the beginning.

but. but, i wonder why, each time i look back at our photos, i think back of those memories, those moments.. your face, your fats, your hugs, they still feel so new and fresh. why at times am i still imagining you standing in front of me and me running up to you giving you a tight hug. i miss those fats of yours and the smell of you. sounds weird and wrong but yeah. it's truly awesome. thinking about all these recently and i actually dreamt of you nights ago. why did i even dream of you again? it's been half a year.. you mean i haven't fully gotten over you when i actually told you i did? i really dk.. forever lost.

maybe it was the second you who made me think of the first you.
somehow, you two do have similarities. fats. lol.

but do i truly like you? do i truly have feelings for you? or isit again just because you like me first and you're so caring and so nice to me that's why i feel that i can rely on your shoulder?
i've always thought of finding one like you, i think 'ah beng' are actually really nice guys, to a certain extend. i'm loving the fact of how much you love your family. plus plus bonus points. or rather, you two. even both of you love each other so much, sometimes i think you two look more like a couple together. haha. but yes, feels great knowing you're working hard despite not having high education, trying to earn a living. that's what i see in you. maybe duh, everyone also thinks and do the same but just take it as i witnessing clearly how much you are working hard for yourself.

however, it's obvious that we are both different world people. yeah, you agree too.
how long do you think i can accept my the other half who goes out till iwonderwhattime with his brother and friends. i am totally in your shoes now of how you felt towards me in the past. i can't accept and control for long. i don't expect you to change for me either. it's never worth it. how long do you think you can change for me? nah, never gonna work out.
you smoke, fine. honestly, i think i am alright with that, for now. just don't smoke in front of me so much because i know i'll get pissed for no reason. haha.
at times you have to go drinking. you said you dw to but you have to. alright, go ahead. but you and i both know that i am actually not happy with it. i am always thinking so much.. what will happen to you if you are drunk?

awesome example like that night. receiving a call from your bro at 330am, telling me you're dead drunk, you fought with him and ask me to call you to go to sleep. first time in my life i am feeling this way.. it was seriously so scary. it was actually a minor accident but to me, you know how i felt? you know how sad i was when i heard your mumbling voice on the phone? this isn't just my kind of thing. the life of yours and the life of mine, it's different.
you have a bunch of awesome friends to always hang out and go party party with. i'm just far away waiting for your text, thinking where and what you are doing. i never wanna be a burden so i always ask you to go ahead to get busy with first and your reply will be 'okay.' you know how moodless i feel? i guess you don't. kay, never mind.

whenever i wanna share my problems or worries with you, idk why but your replies it's always so vague. you never really once go deep into what i really wanna hear from you.. except when we are talking about problem between us. so, do you truly understand me? why can't i get replies of what i wish to hear? am i expecting too much for you? honestly, i doubt. i think it's just you and me. we are different world people. therefore i ask, can different world people even get into a relationship and will they ever last?

i guess i'm just a girl who never wants to be alone. i want a guy who can be constantly there for me, texting me, cheering me up, lending me his shoulder and his fats to hug tightly when i need to. take it as i am selfish then. i won't deny i am. very selfish indeed.

still, i am grateful to God or whoever that actually brought us so close together. to make me once feel that how wonderful an 'ah beng' can be. really, i thank you. i thank you, for having feelings for me. idk whether your feelings for me will ever last but yeah, still, thanks.
hanging out with you two twins just make me feel so happy and i just wished i can have brothers like you two.
freaking obvious of who i am talking about, yeah.
still till today, there's no conclusion.
is there even a beginning for us? have i fully gotten over you? am i just relying on you because i know you're there for me at times when i need someone?
I WONDER.
okay, awesome life story of mine. one day, i'll film them into a drama. HAHAHAH. dramatic life. I AM HATING IT.

goodbye.

2011-08-06T21:02:00.003+08:00

the cute girl in the photo above is saying hello again. (LOOLLLOLLOL, kidding.)
but i guess i am actually hello to nobody. ahhahaha.
life's awesome but sucky as well.
blah. idk what to blog about but i should really start making the habit of blogging again as attachment is getting closer and by then, i'll need to blog on Mel or whatever shitzz stuff we need to do.
CAN'T WAIT FOR THIS COMING WEEK TO END. (yeah, for some reason)

wahhh, cool right. HAHAAAHAAHAHA. 不要臉!

2011-07-22T02:47:00.004+08:00

how many freaking months since i posted. wooooo.
nice. HELLO.
so, heh.
LIFE SUCKS.

but I ROCK (;

the strength of my current life. llamafat! (:

2011-02-28T23:12:00.005+08:00

500th post.
anyway, just gonna post up what i submitted for my DPG projects (y)

Project 1 theme - My feelings

'Who Am I?' I always love to question myself. A human being. A normal 18 year old Singaporean girl.

But truly deep down inside, it's not just about that. Perhaps many would say I am emotional blahblah... Maybe, maybe not. HAHAHA.

I guess I am just a girl who loves to think and reflect about my life and myself (:

Very often in my life, I am tied up by my surroundings... Friendships, relationships & family...

Every small little issues of those mentioned above affects me greatly in life which leads me being afraid of moving on in life at times.

Just like this little kitten.. It's being tied up, unable to have it's freedom, afraid of making it's first step out of the 'hole' it is in.

ISO 125, 50mm, f/1.8, 1/50sec, AV, Spot, 0 EV

& again, still afraid. Unsure of when it's safe to come out. Just like myself, always afraid of getting hurt by people or things therefore by hiding as a way of protection.

ISO 100, 50mm, f/1.8, 1/125sec, 0 EV, AV, Spot

I am covering my facial expressions, not letting others know how I look and feel but there's still a difference between me and this boy and that is, he's doing it without a hidden identity, unlike me.

ISO 1600, 80mm, f/5.0, 1/25sec, AV, Pattern, 0 EV

I wish... I can lay down my feet, sit down on a patch of grass and let out all my emotions...

ISO 100, 40mm, f/4.5, 1/250sec, 0 EV, AV, Pattern

I wish... I can be as innocent as how this kid looks.

Even without giving out a smile, others would smile by looking at him (:

(that's the reason why I love kids. hahah)

ISO 1600, 110mm, f/5.6, 1/125sec, 0 EV, Pattern, AV

I wish... I can clap and laugh anytime I like without any worries.

ISO 1600, 50mm, f/1.8, 1/250sec, 0 EV, AV, Pattern

I wish... I can play freely and able to express myself fully.

ISO 100, 135mm, f/5.6 1/500sec, 0EV, TV, Pattern

All I ask for, is tender care and love. That's when I know, I am 'THE REAL ME'.

ISO 100, 50mm, f/1.8, 1/320sec, 0EV, AV, Spot

However, yes, there are always such love in our lives. We just have to wait and search for our own happiness (:

I am glad for him or anyone who's always here for me, giving me strength to move on in my life...

ISO 400, 187mm, f/5.6, 1/25sec, 0EV, AV, Pattern

SORRY IF THIS IS SUPER EMOTIONAL BUT I LIKE. HAHAHA.

Project 2 theme - Country & City (contradictions)

My main purpose of this theme is to show the contrast between the new and old Singapore therefore most of my photos will be places or things that are hardly seen in Singapore these days.

We are living in a fast paced society. In Singapore, everything requires speed. In school, during work and everyday lives...

The red lines shows how fast the cars are moving just like us everyday.

Also, the purpose of this photo - 'either way' sign, infering that in life, we MUST make a decision, either the left or the right. Without a stand, it will bring us nowhere.

There's always a beginning for everything. These were the kampong/village days where people stayed in.

Location: Palau Ubin

Slowly, as it's developing, road signs were also bulit. This is the LAST kampong left in our City.

Don't be mistaken, the number 1954 isn't the year it was bulit but rather, postal code in Singapore in the past. ONLY FOUR DIGITS compared to SIX today.

Location: stated in photo

People started constructing different transportations such as trains...

This is the railway station located at Tanjong Pagar which brings us to various parts of Malaysia.

[the railway station is closing down in July 2011]

*special effects on the sides - using the 'door' as frame*

Adding on, more communication methods were introduced such as mail box so that we can connect with the outside world.

People started to set up their own business to earn a living giving an example of a back alley barber shop.

*uncle waiting for customers.. hahah*

Location: Chinatown

Random photo showing a middle age man reviving his childhood days, siting on a old metal swing.

See the smile on his face? Feeling so happy returning to where they used to stay (Kampong).

Location: Lorong Buang Kok

As we age, we die.

This is a TRADITIONAL chinese furneral.

These days, coffins will be placed in the van and family members will follow at the back whereas seen in the photo below, people carry the coffin using bamboo along the road.

Location: Chinatown

SUPER RANDOM photo to end off.

Showing my love for this country after touring around 3 whole days for this project.

*SEE THE SPECIAL HEART EFFECT ON THE CHRISTMAS TREE? :D*

THE ENDDDD.

2011-02-07T12:05:00.003+08:00

SO ANNOYING. spams all over my tagboard and I am lazy to remove it. argh, stop all the stupid spams man.

OKAY, THINGS I WANT TO GET THIS NEW YEAR:
1) Polaroid Camera
2) Upgrade to 60D real soon!
3) Drum Set
4) Jap Spitzzz [i am waiting... HAHA]
5) A SECOND HAND CAR WHICH IS IMPOSSIBLE :(

but YAY, number 1 to 3 is kinda possible now. 100bucks for polaroid, selling off my 500D and buying 60D around 800plus? drum set... HAHH 3K? okay, idk.
I have got around 2K in my hands now. HEH HEH. I ROCK

2011-02-04T22:33:00.003+08:00

HAPPY CNY! :D

DAY ONE.
1) went to daddy's side for visiting & lunch
2) jennifer's ahma's house
3) boon lay visiting
4) HOME
5) auntie winnie's house & dinner.

Drove from ECP to home, home to Paya Lebar and Paya Lebar back to home again! :D:D ESTIMA SOMEMORE EH. HAHAHA I AM PROUD OF MYSELF. YAY ME.

DAY TWO.
rotttttt attttt homeeeee until 230pm.
1) auntie jenny's house
2) auntie mary's house
3) grand auntie's house
4) uncle mong's house for steamboat!

DROVE FROM PASIR RIS TO HOME AGAIN! 100km/h this time. SHIOK! but kenna horn once ah :/ HHAHA.

OHHH, skyped with Fabian in the afternoon TO SHOW ME HIS COUSIN'S SONS. OMGGG I NEVER KNEW HE GOT MIX BLOOD COUSINS. $#^$%&$%# SO COOL AND CUTE. I also want manzz. TIME TO FIND MYSELF AN ANGMOH BOYF/HUSBAND. HAHAHAHAHA.

HAHAHA time for Baby Jervin first! :D

I mean, look at the bottom left hand corner box, with that cute girl ;) hehehee.

LOOK LOOK. THOMAS. aawww, I WANT TO PINCH HIM!!!! the way he talks, SO CUTE ALSO. Singaporean + American accent. LOL (y)

THOMAS & WILLIAM. his elder brother.

SOOOOO CUTEEEEEE. Okay, I need to stop :/
Oh, I MISS 128 too. Sighhhh, no more seeing him in future, unless I go BBDC for fun. LOL SIAO.
Another long day tomorrow. sighh.

Sorry Gerald, I am lazy to post the picture. heh, give me time.
Hahahahaha, I totally made someone guilty ttm last night. I guess you will read my blog. Sorry for doing so, that's all I can say..

2011-02-03T00:49:00.002+08:00

OHHHHH HAPPY CNY! :D

& a super random video of my dearest luozhixaing.

HIS DANCE NEVER FAIL TO MAKE ME FALL IN LOVE WITH HIM. AHAHAHAHA.

Okay, happy cny once again and I am totally not prepared to go for visiting. LOL.

2011-02-02T22:51:00.005+08:00

IT'S FEB.
yeah, 2 awesome guys asked me to blog on the same day therefore I shall do a short one. HAHAHA. HI.

Jan was kinda normal, okayokay to me.
I will just randomly blog what I can recall and remember.

- STUDIO PHOTOGRAPHY IS FUNNN. I like. LOL.

- FREAKING DK WHAT TO BLOG, seeing my previous, I HAVE YET TO GET JEREMY'S PRESENT! :/

- CLASS NIGHT PHOTOG LAST FRIDAY! Not bad. Pinnacle and Merlion area. after shoot, my official first visit to pub :D with LECTURERS (Kim Lau and Foo YY) and whole class somemore!

- MONDAY was GMTA steamboat at my place! Better than I expected. hheheee. thanks guys (:

- Gerald wants me to mention his name and that we quarreled a few times. HAHA WTH DAMN STUPID but GERALD, THIS IS FOR YOU(:

there you go, another one. HAHAHAHA.

- OHHH, FINALLY VISITED FARMWAY AFTER A LOOOOOONG TIME! :D soooooo nice. I WANT A DOG! HAHAHA, Fabian Ng, I AM WAITING! ;)

- IKEA and HARRYS again last night! awesome date out with Jeremy, Sam, Jayni and Nick!
Crave for meatballs so badly lately, idk why. But the laska sucks.

SAW THIS AT IKEA! WE COULDN'T STOP LAUGHING! HAHAHA. damn badddd but really looks like Goh Siew Chuan :/

- YAY finally tried wearing contacts for the first time on Monday!!! :D Not badddd, different feeling.

- LAST BUT NOT LEAST, I PASSED MY DRIVING TODAY. HAHAHAHAHAAH. CONGRATS ME. YES I KNOW THANKS. although only auto lah :((((

OH SHOULD I GO TAIWAN DURING MARCH/APRIL?!?!! TELL ME YES OR NO! SIGHHH. I REALLY WANT TO.

Sigh, idk why am I feeling this way about you, treating you this way. Please don't ask me who. If you think it's you, then it is. IDK LAH! sucks.

2011-01-09T12:26:00.004+08:00

FIRST POST IN 2011.

Helloooo, first week of school, normal.

MY LIFE IS GETTING FREAKING BORING.
I was home early on FRIDAY. I can't believe it and I went for dinner ALONE. SIANNN.
Need to chiong driving starting from now but I am totally lazy to go -.- sigh. I REALLY HOPE IT WILL COME TRUE. Pray for me. Hehehee.

Open house wasn't too bad too. heh. 'Helped out' on Friday then Saturday. Got students ask 1 or 2 questions idk how to answer man. & SHIT, ISAAC QUESTIONED ME MMP STUFF, I TOTALLY FORGOT AND DON'T KNOW HOW ANSWER LAHHH. GG GG. so I ran away from our booth :/ ATTACHMENT SURE DIE :(((

WENT TO DO SPECS AND CONTACTS! Heh thanks Fabian (:
My new specs gonna be 85% the same as the current one. LOL.
OHHH. I tried archery again yesterday and I COULD MAKE IT LAH. average 8 or 9 :D
After helping out, went town with Gerald, attempted to get Jeremy's present BUT FAIL :( shouldn't have agreed exchange gift :/ OR MAYBE I SHOULD JUST BAKE HIM MANY MANY COOKIES? HAHAHA.

Okay, I seriously dk what to blog therefore I am crapping and that's cause MY LIFE IS BORINGGGGGG :(

alright, therefore a cute picture of myself. HAHAHAHA
I know I am thick skin but AGREE RIGHT?! :D

yes, confirm got a few I know agrees ;)

2010-12-31T19:10:00.006+08:00

HAPPY NEW YEAR EVE.

freaking bored therefore I shall blog.
After CT ended, I spammed myself with driving and more driving. BBDC's becoming my 2nd home. BUT still went out with friends huh.

20th Dec:
ZOOOOOO & Night Safari with dearest GMTAs (:

NOT BAD. Going to the Zoo again after... 10years?! LOL.
However, never ever go Zoo & Night Safari on the same day please. TIRING TTM.
I nearly fell asleep on the tram when everything was dark. But the performance was good. HEH.

22nd Dec:
IKEA MEATBALLS & HOTDOG FOR LUNCH. with Jeremy & Gerald.
Off to town, shopped for baby Jervin's present and SAW SAM. Hah then also go PS buy stuff and rot. ROT ROT ROT. ROT UNTIL REACH TANGLIN MALL AT THE WRONG TIMING AND WE MISSED THE 'SNOW' :(

23th Dec:
driving then out with Hamdan. Wanted to borrow a book from Far East Plaza but the shop closed down -.- off to Tanglin Mall again. FREAKING HARD TO SHOOT. Bad lightings, argh. GAVE UP.

25th Dec:
Merry Christmas at home. Awesome food & half of the time trying to shoot baby Jervin. THANKS TO DPG. I got many presents too, as usual. AHAHAHH. & ANGBAOs ALSO. Altogether more than 200bucks. HEHEHEHEE.

GUESS WHY HE GAVE THIS FACE.

He was shitting in his pampers 'in the progress' DAMN CUTE.

26th Dec:
Met Hamdan again. Fun chilling out (: awesome htht session. I LOVE TALKS LIKE THAT! :D

27th Dec:
CLASS BBQ AT ECP. Simple & nice. ENJOYED.

29th Dec:
MET FABIAN! back from CHINA. HAHAHA. He couldn't stop talking about his trip & OMG HIS CURLY HAIR. HAHAHAHAHA. Really made me laugh. Wanted to go Sentosa to shoot BUT IN THE END, less than 30mins, RAINED SO FREAKING HEAVILY -.- GAVE UP AGAIN. goodness. COTTON ONNNN. don't have my freaking size :( damn sad.

this picture got feel huh. LOL

30th Dec:
WENT TO WORK! :D 4hours 40bucks. JOB: PHOTOGRAPHER. Cannot stand it man, so many of the sec1s are so childish. Maybe I was once like that too. HAHAH. but still, awesome shit. THANKS HUISHAN & WENQI (:
Made my way down to commonwealth, met Gerald then CABBED TO HOLLAND VILLAGE. Super retarded but we were late so. HAHA. AND I KNOW SEE TOH, you are gonna make me feel guilty with your 30mins :/
XIAOLONGBAO BUFFET! Jeremy Chin is seriously super freaking noisy but I still enjoyed the company :D hehehee.
Walked all the way from there to Queenstown, Gerald and Justin left.
Continue till Dawson, Jeremy and Sam left.
THEN I CONTINUE WALKING HOME. 90mins or less journey. COOLNESS. I LIKE :D:D

HAHAHAHAHAH I SUPER LOVE THIS PICTURE. retarded ttm.

YES, sabo-ing these guys.
& I actually forgot to take photos of XIAOLONGBAO :(

31st, today, driving in the day, KOI with Fabian & ROTTING AT HOME NOWWW. Nothing to do. BLAH. Steamboat dinner soon. Hehehee, my family love me so much! I was complaining how I countdown with myself every year so this year they decided to start dinner later and last till midnight :D

OKAY.
reflecting back throughout this year.
Up & downs. I wouldn't say it sucks real bad or it's freaking awesome but more or less, I should be contented (:
However, friendships & relationships, both freaking screwed. I really don't know what should I do to make things better :(

The best period of my life this year - August till October.
During YEP, I let everything go, be myself, went wild, made awesome friends & I REALLY ENJOYED.
YOG break till before school opened was awesome too. MEMORIES, that's all I can say.
THANKS GUYS. You know who you are ((((:

2010-12-07T12:58:00.002+08:00

SOOOO MANY THINGGGGGS.

All I remember is,

27th Nov - BBSG door to door food collection. FUN EXPERIENCE.
28th Nov - Took photos for NPCO. thanks Huishannnn.

'FREE STARBUCKS' on Thursday. GREEN TEA ICE BLEND FTW.
I PASSED MY BTT LAST FRIDAY NIGHT (Y) but wow, this freaking test is worth nearly 50bucks.
FIRST practical driving yesterday. COOL MANZZZ. but so screwed. I HATE THE CLUTCH! so hard to control! :(

Loft life now. CHIONG MTSY & VT FIRST.
I'll solve the doubts after CT. HAHAHA.
and WOW YOU ACTUALLY GOT uhhuh.
are you acting dumb or are you just purely stupid, seriously?

GOODBYE

2010-11-22T20:47:00.005+08:00

BOO. Cannot really recall what happened leh. So whatever comes out from my mind, I WILL JUST TYPE.

Wednesday, I met Fabian in the late afternoon. I WANTED PIZZA HUT BUT FORGOT IT WAS PH :( damn sad. So in the end we went for AIJISEN, again. Slacked around then off to meet SYAH. Jayni joined in a while later, shop shop and back home.

Thursday, SAW CALVIN AT LEVEL 5 TOO. But he couldn't recognise me! I messaged him AND YEAH I WAS RIGHT. HAHAHA. SO HAPPY. We started spamming each other by smsing then he was SOOO NICEEE to get me Subway for lunch! SO SWEET. AWESOME MENTOR/SENIOR. Hehehee. Lunch at Makan Place with girls and guys.
Jeremy Chin: So your school (mgs) got male toilets?
HAHAHAHA.

Friday, normal in the day. School ended earlier, off with Huishan. TOOK FREAKING WRONG BUS FOR THE SECOND TIME. SAME BUS SOMEMORE. STUPID 61. Still, I got my TIONG BAHRU BAO & MORE in the end :D Vivo with chin. HTHT. Not exactly too, but HAHAHAHA HE SHOULD JOIN EE GOT TALENT. IMITATE PEOPLE. (Y) & free ride home from his brother. hehee

GOOD GIRL AGAIN DURING WEEKENDS :)
But now my room setting changed. DAMN SAD. I don't like.

TODAY. YAT SUDDENLY SMS ME. Soooo we went for a short 'photography' trip. However, it was more like a slacking and BIKE TRIP FOR ME. HAHAHA SO FUN!!! SHIOK!
Heh. From Home --> 'Henderson Waves' --> Vivo --> Holland :D

Waited for Fabian at Holland. ICE CREAM & Wendy's.
eeww, I still don't like chocolate mint.
He was soooo nice to be my model for photography assignment. THANKS AH. HAHAHA. My parents couldn't stop laughing at him. LOL.
I see a smile on myself today (:

告诉你瞒着你只不过是个决定
放弃你忘记你只怕我无法前进
不知道为什么会如此莫名紧张你
我越了解你越靠近你越犹豫

明知道我爱你却不敢告诉你
我害怕失去你宁愿沉默不语
该如何整理幸福在手里
我恨自己无能为力

明知道我爱你却不敢靠近你
我假装不在意反而痛了自己
多痛都可以不能没有你
只想永远永远爱你
你知不知道我也没关系

告诉你瞒着你只不过是个决定
但为何到如今我依然无法前进
不知道为什么会如此莫名紧张你
我越了解你越靠近你越犹豫

明知道我爱你却不敢告诉你
我害怕失去你宁愿沉默不语
该如何整理幸福在手里
我恨自己无能为力

明知道我爱你却不敢靠近你
我假装不在意反而痛了自己
多痛都可以不能没有你
只想永远永远爱你
你知不知道我也没关系

明知道我爱你假装不在意
多痛都可以不能没有你
只想永远永远爱你
你知不知道真的没关系

How true? So true...

2010-11-16T10:30:00.004+08:00

A little screwed up thanks to LPA. AT LEAST WE ARE DONE. Shall not care anymore.
BAKED COOKIES AND STRAWBERRY CHEESECAKE LAST MONDAY. Not too satisfied this round but people still love them. ESPECIALLY MY COOKIES. hehehee.
SHALL BAKE AGAIN NEXT MONTH.

LAST WEDNESDAY.
Mini birthday surprise for HUISHAN.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY SHAN.

FINALLY 18 SO IT'S TIME FOR US TO GO CLUBBING AND BUY 4D. HAHAHAHAAH. kidding.
LOVE YOU, SWEETHEART.
Hope your love for ahem will maintain. HAHA wth am I talking about.

After school went to buy Tiong Bahru BAO with birthday girl, Chin and Gerald. NICE MANZZZ. Bring me back memories, I don't know why. Then we walked around Tiong Bahru... SO FUN.

LAST THURSDAY.

ISLAND CREAMERY WITH FOOSBALL GANG. Laughing time again.
Super fun seeing the two girls correcting G's english. HAHAHAHA. It's not about the english, it's the way they say it. LOL
I got companied to the clinic to sign some form and chilling plus htht session again. Time passes soooo quickly like that. Hahaha
OHHH HOW CAN I FORGET. I RECEIVED MY SUPER BELATED BIRTHDAY PRESENT FROM HTET PAING, EVONNE AND KUN HAO! Hehehee. SO SWEET OF THEM! lovelovelove!

LAST FRIDAY.
Went home after school for dinner and put my bag then off to PS to meet Jayni, Sam and Hakim for Chris and Nickie's performance. G and Chin joined in around 1030pm and we walked from there to Esplanade. Laughing madness again. HAHAHAHA JEREMY WAS CUTE. Having oral at Esplanade and really fail manzz. Managed to catch bus at 1230am to home. BAD GIRL RIGHT.

However, I was a pretty good girl during the weekends.

MONDAY.
Came school, met Gerald and Chin for lunch at C4. WAH first time visiting there after renovation. Window shopped at JP after that. DURIAN FTW. Back to school for PSP and it was basically slacking but I better get my CCA point(s). HAHAHA.

BUT NOW, WHAT AM I GOING TO DO TOMORROW? Since there's no more RWS stayover :(

&this is what you do when you have nothing to do in class.

2010-11-06T21:28:00.003+08:00

3 days of school this week.
School was normal.

BUT THURSDAY EVENING TILL NIGHT WAS DAMN FUNNY AND FUN!!!
After school, went to look for Isaac Ong to chitchat then he asked us to go for FREE DINNER :P SHIOK. Okay, laughed too much while eating. HAHAHA. Huishan & Eugene left then the rest went for International Idol while waiting for Isaac. FREE FOOD AGAIN, but not enough time so HAD FREE ICE CREAM.
Saw so many MDE seniors nearby where we were sitting. I STILL MISS MDE DAYS :(
FINALLY at 8plus pm, Isaac was ready & headed to Mambo for pool. Guys played, girls rot. After awhile, Gary, Syah, Jayni, Samanatha & I went to play table football & HAHAHAHA. SHOULD VIDEO DOWN OUR PLAYING PROCESS MANZZ! DAMMMMMNNNN FUNNNNN. I jumped, we screamed, we shouted :/ the whole Mambo could hear us :/ and they hate us. HAHAHAH.
Stayed till 11pm, went KAP for supper then waited for daddy till 140am just for a free ridev home -.-
OH WELL, I HAD FUN. HEHHH.

OOOOH stupid GARY YEN LOST MY NERD SPECS :( NO SENSE OF RESPONSIBILITY RIGHT. tskkkk sooooo, we met on Friday to get replacement. Shopped at Bugis Street and bought 2 exact same pairs for 10bucks! Slacked around, walked to Funan to find Jeremy then headed to Clarke Quay to meet GMTA! (: BBQ CHICKEN FOR DINNER!

After dinner we walked all the way to Esplanade, wanted to sit flyer but NO MORE PROMOTION:( soooo, walked to MBS & left near 11pm.

ikea meatballs for lunch today with FABIAN! (: Came home around 2plus and slept for another 2hours. FREAKING TIRED. I DON'T KNOW WHY. and I am slacking all the wayyyy till now. HAVEN'T DONE A SINGLE SHIT OF WORK.
I NEED MOTIVATION! :((((

還是原來那個我　不過流掉幾公升淚所以變瘦
對著鏡子我承諾　遲早我會還這張臉一堆笑容
不算什麼　愛錯就愛錯
早點認錯　早一點解脫

我寂寞寂寞就好　這時候誰都別來安慰擁抱
就讓我一個人去　痛到　受不了　想到　快瘋掉
死不了就還好
我寂寞寂寞就好　你真的不用來我回憶裡微笑
我就不相信我會　笨到　忘不了　賴著　不放掉
人本來就寂寞的　借來的都該還掉
我總會把你戒掉

還是原來那個你　是我自己做夢你有改變什麼
再多的愛也沒用　每個人有每個人的業障因果
會有什麼　什麼都沒有
早點看破　才看的見以後

好久沒聽到一首歌能感動我到想哭...
Deeply in love with the lyrics (Y)
However, I am lost.
我根本不知道我在想甚麼
我不知道我的心想傳達的意思是甚麼
我不知道我應該往哪邊走...
請給我一個指南針指點我應該往哪一條路走..

“愛”一個人，真的好痛苦。
Very Lost.

2010-11-01T21:24:00.007+08:00

WAHHH damn long never blog already.
let me recall.

21st Oct, Thursday:
DINNER AT SAKURA WITH GMTA.
Woohooooo, FREE DINNER FOR ME :D cause they treated me! for my birthday. SO SWEET RIGHT. Hehehehee, LOVE THEM TTM! After dinner, walked to WCP Macs to fill in the insurance form then took 51 back home. WAH didn't know I got direct bus from there plus the travel timing was pretty fast!

22nd Oct, Friday:
Went out to slack with Jeremy Chin. Funnn. anyhow walk around town area, lunch & dinner at Jack's Place and I WAS SO NICE TO ACCOMPANY HIM TO EXPO FOR THE IT FAIR. tskkk.
Lingered around Expo and Bugis while waiting for Gary. TERRIBLE RIGHT.
OHHH HOW CAN I FORGOT. I WON JEREMY CHIN TWICE IN DAYTONA. Kay, he won once. BUT STILL, I WIN. HAHAHA
FINALLY, the terrible kid met us at 10 I think then went my house downstairs to play SPARKLES.
Chill around after that. Hehehee.
TOTALLY ANOTHER AWESOME DAY :D LOVEEEE.

23rd Oct, Saturday:
Met Yanzhen & Bernice in the late afternoon!
PEPPER LUNCH FOR LUNCH & DINNER! :D
talk talk talk, chat chat chat.
Headed to Esplanade & SEE WHAT THEY DID FOR ME.

SO SWEET OF THEM! :D:D

LOOK AT HOW MUCH THEY LOVE ME! the blind love. hehe

OH AND I WAS BEING STALKED. One middle age man came up and asked whether I could be friends with him! WAH, didn't know I am so attractive. HAHAHA but it was damn freaky. I was stunned and lost right after the incident.

Stalker: *suddenly appeared beside me* 你好，我可以跟你做朋友嗎？
Me: EHHHHH.
Stalker: 你名叫 Joanne 對嗎？
Me: EHHHH... ahhhh.
Stalker: 你今年幾歲？
Me: EHHHHH.
Stalker :可以嗎？
Me: Ehhhh.....
Stalker: 如果不可以就不用緊。
I kinda nodded my head & he left.

FREAKY FREAK RIGHT. OH WELL.

School started & so far so good! :D
Laughing everyday... Having fun :P
-SIGNED UP DRIVING ON MONDAY, sent my lens for repair & Paranormal 2 with Gary and Huishan.
-Went for my first BTT lesson on Tuesday. BORING.
-Bought KOI for half of the class on Wednesday, q-ed for 45mins but it was worth.
-Random chat with cem guys outside library on Thursday, standing in the mid of nowhere. ahha but I like.
-Went to collect my camera with Gary on Friday, dinner and chilled (y) HAD FUN TICKLING HIS EARS. HAAHAHA. Gonna try on others. HEH.

30th Oct, Saturday:
HAPPY BIRTHDAY SYAHHHH!

This guy, I knew since, June? But only got close after going for YEP.
Someone who never fail to make me smile and laugh. WONDERFUL FRIEND :D
Heheheee, and love whacking him! CAUSE I WILL SEE CHICKEN WING. HAHAHA kay, no one understands.

Off to surprise him at Jurong Library for his band's performance with Yi Ren, Jon, Sam & Joanna.
Headed to Marina Square for dinner at JUST ASIA. not bad. WORTH.
Birthday boy came to look for us, walked around AND YES, THE BEST SURPRISE. HAHA.
YAY at least I got to see the reaction I wanted! :P
Traveled to Clarke Quay for his another performance & HOMEEE!

31st Oct, Sunday:
Dragged myself out of bed at 730am then met Huishan, Jiamin & Gary at Redhill. Headed off to Changi Village. Ate & WOOHOOO UBIN.
MOUNTAIN BIKING WAS SERIOUSLY FUN TTM. Worth my 25bucks :D Hehehee

Went TP for a little shopping at night. AND THEN I GOT HOME LATE CAUSE SOMEONE COULDN'T STOP BULLYING ME. tskkkk.

TODAY. Off to see doctor but didn't get a jab in the end -.-
went to school to look for Huishan to do soldering. YAY ALMOST DONE. Not bad.

I AM HAPPY, currently.
我知道我這樣做對你很不公平
但，我覺得我的決定對彼此都好
或許我需要的是時間。
對不起 :(

2010-10-21T23:38:00.002+08:00

HI. I have yet to blog about those 2 weeks. SIGH.
but first, let me blog about 20102010.

Obviously waited till 0.00am for 20102010, started receiving SMSes, phone call from HUISHAN & wishes on Facebook (: OH, HAMDAN CALLED TOO! :D
Woke up at 10plus am, preparing to go out, butFABIAN OVERSLEPT. Suppose to meet at 1130am but he woke up at 1153am. PIG RIGHT. Swensens for lunch & my FREE BIRTHDAY ICE CREAM!

Met up with Weihao & Aaron too then just tagged along with the guys for shopping.
My leg started swelling, I almost cried while walking so went home & out for dinner again.
Back home after dinner then after awhile, 1, 2, 3, 4 people appeared!

SO NICE OF THEM, my dearest ECPEEPS ((((:

MUMMY FTW! (: hehehee.

photoboothed, talked & they went home around 1045pm. THANK YOU JUNXIONG, FAEEZ, SHUHUI & WEIYAN for making the effort to come to my house so late! LOVE YOU GUYS, TOTALLY (:
& of course, not forgetting FABIAN NG! Thanks for planning everything & I'm sorry if I sound and act super childishly yesterday :/ BUT STILL, LOVEEEE! ((: (L)

OHHH & how can I forget! Mr Gary Yen was so nice to drop by my house 5 mins just before my birthday ended to wish me personally! :D

THANK YOU MCHICKEN! :D

OVERALL, THANK YOU EVERY SINGLE OF YOU REGARDLESS OF WHETHER YOU WISH ME THROUGH FACEBOOK, SMS OR EVEN CALLED ME (((: (L)(L)(L)

Back to my normal life.
Sunday - DOUBLE DATE! Kite flying with Shuhui, Glendon & Fabian! (: abit fail though. Our kites cannot make it man, so I blew bubbles instead! Hahahaha.

NO SIGNBOARD FOR DINNER AFTER BARRAGE. Awesome CHILLI CRAB & MANTOU AGAIN. but I think it really made my legs worst huh :/ itching non stop. HAHAHA.

LOVE LOVE LOVE! (:

Monday - JIAMIN, JEREMY, HUISHAN, GERALD, PEIYEN, GARY, SAMANTHA & JAYNI came my house for STEAMBOAT.
& their last minute decision of staying over! FUN TTM. We did nothing much but just SWEAT the whole night & talk! SORRY PEOPLE, for no air con :/ but totally (Y).
Met at Tiong to buy ingredients, bused to my house, the guys prepared the food & girls slack then started eating till 10plus,

CUT BIRTHDAY CAKE WITH JEREMY :D:D

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU TOO, JEREMY CHIN!
Heheehee, so happy that I could celebrate birthday with you!!! :P
GROW UP & DON'T ALWAYS ACT SO KIDDY ANYMORE!
Happy 18th to both of us! :D

then started photoboothed and rot. Morning went market to dabao BEANCURD & everyone went back after that (:

AWESOME BUNCH OF PEOPLEEE. (L)

Tuesday - slept from 9am till 3plus pm then met Jeremy for the Japanese photo exhibition! After that, he accompanied me & we rot at Starbucks till 7pm and off to meet WeiJian & JunJie. SUPER MISS THEM! Still sad though, Nicholas & Xueting cannot join us :(
Dinner at Marche & dessert at PS.

JUNJIE & I felt damn stupid during dinner manzz! HAHAHA. SUPER EX CAN. 67bucks for 3 people :/ & WEIJIAN IS SUPER CHILIDSH. LOL. Rot awhile after that & homeeee.

YAY, finally blogged finish. I STILL GOT YEP POST. ARGH. I need more time.

2010-10-15T23:51:00.002+08:00

HELLO READERS, YES I KNOW, BLOG IS LIKE DEAD AGAIN BUT I AM SUPER BUSY UPLOADING PHOTOS AND GOING OUT. HAHAHAHA.

Kidding.
My life was simply awesome shit from 27th Sep - 10th Oct 2010 :)
One of the happiest time in my life! :D:D
AWESOME MEMORIES, FRIENDS, LIFE & EVERYTHING. even the bites. HA-HA.
I promise, I will blog about my 2 weeks SOON.

As for now, back to reality, of course it's not that awesome anymore but I still got cool friends here SO YES.

Ever since I return from my trip, went to the doctor, get a jab, scratch my legs, eat medicine, limp walking blahblahblah,

Wednesday was a date with Fabian & Thursday morning was post YEP at old folks again. FELT SO HAPPY SEEING EVERYONE AGAIN! :) then kbox after that. GMTA FTW. Went to chill after that & WOOHOOO I FELT SO GOOD. THANK YOU ALL MY LOVELY FRIENDS.

Today was (Y) too! Met my lovely Shuhui in the afternoon, chilled, pizza hut, HTHT then FAEEZ joined us for awhile! :D AHH, miss him so much manzzz! Movie with AHBIAN at night. RAINIE YANG IS CUTE AND COOL. I LIKE.

So yes, I AM CURRENTLY HAPPY. HEHEHEEE.
More updates coming soon!

4 more days! :D

2010-09-27T01:21:00.003+08:00

MY FINAL POST BEFORE I LEAVE.

OKAY one more picture for everyone to look at me. HEHE.

FINALLY packed my bag yesterday! HEH
& TODAY NOW, CURRENTLY Clarissa & Fabian are at my place. Tonning for the next few hours & WENQUAN CUN, HERE I COME. shit, I'm getting tired NOW. blah.

PLAYED SPARKLES JUST NOW.

MISS ME GUYS.

Oh and I went to blah everything out to YOU just now.
EVERYTHING IS FROM THE BOTTOM OF MY HEART. I'm just praying that everything will be fine & get the outcome I am hoping.
I really hope.
If you are really my friend, trust my words.

2010-09-24T23:27:00.006+08:00

HAHAHAHAHAHA someone is so hopeless.

Got out of bed at 1pm, off to Funan with Cheryl to get her lens & I WANT THAT HOODIE BUT DON'T HAVE MY SIZE. SUPER SADDDDD :(
Rushed off to meet Shuhui. AHHH SUPER MIZZ HER CANXZS :D

Walked and talked and Fabian came along. Lingered around town area then Bugis for arcade then home.

I still love the feeling of hugging you (:

2010-09-23T23:26:00.003+08:00

Pulau Ubin was AWESOME.
20th Monday - reached there, ice breaker games, workshop and stuff, late afternoon went for a few hours walk. Freaking awesome despite running a fever throughout that day. Hahaha, everyone asked why I still come, blahblah but YOU KNOW ME RIGHT, I will just go for it & I am not regretting it :D
Prepared performance for old folks at night & free and easy time after that. LOVE THAT PERIOD MAN :)

ISAAC ONG SMACKED ME. SEE THE RED MARKS?

21st Tuesday - went to a resort to slack for awhile then off to the beach to pick up rubbish. Lunched and back to the city we live in. Too many things to say but making it short.

They are the ones who make me smile :)

22ND WEDNESDAY!
ONE-FOUR. Off to Farmway but in the end landed at Tampines Ikea. HAHAHA.
We had fun :) hehehee. It has been looooong since we were like that therefore I feel happy once again :D
FABIAN IS GAY.

oooooh, I LOOK NOT BAD WITH MY HAIR TIED RIGHT?

cute. HEH.

FABIAN BOYBOY. I hope things will slowly return to normal as time passes by.
Sorry for causing so many troubles recently, trying to escape and reject and it seems tough for both of us, but we will make it through, won't we? (: LOVEEEE.

Hotpot Culture for dinner with Weihao and Aaron.
The buffet doesn't provide drinks so we bought two 1.5L of mineral water in. HAHAHA AWESOME RIGHT and we drank it openly (Y) The guys spammed ice cream like nobody business and it was a great laughing meal. Haha
Walked to MBS and we started playing & staring at the 'well' till 1130pm, walked to Marina Bay to catch last train and bus. damn funnnn, all of us worrying whether still got transport, run here and there. HEH I LIKE. Got home at 1230am though and mummy ignored me for half a day :(

TODAY!
Firstly, HAPPY BIRTHDAY GARY YEN!
(wah super long never wish people happy birthday on my blog already!)

nice special blur shot.
Someone whom I knew for barely few months but awesome to argue with & WHACK. HAHA.
thanks friend & happy 21! (:

Villa Francis Old Folks Home today.

I feel so bad, don't know how to communicate with them :( therefore I kept snapping photos only. argh.
Accompanied Jeremy and Gerald to Clementi NTUC to get their stuff for Gary's birthday surprise then home sweet home! YAKULT. LIKE FINALLY MAN.

ALRIGHT. TOMORROW WILL BE ANOTHER AWESOME DAY.

2010-09-22T12:05:00.006+08:00

BACK FROM UBIN.
shall blog about Sunday first.
PRAWNING DAY with Yan Zhen, Bernice & Fabian.
NOT BAD MAN, we caught 19 prawns altogether :) Many funny incidents happened in between the process. HAHAHA. We were screaming away, stepping on the prawn's crawls or whatever you call that blahblahblah.
I AM SO CRUEL RIGHT :(

seeee, I dare to catch!

Harms are super useful

MY LUCKY SPOTTTT :D

Whoever want to go prawning with me in future, I AM MORE THAN WILLING TO.
Will China have? HAHAHA.

Alright, next post.

2010-09-19T01:40:00.001+08:00

Friday:
Went Universal Studios as volunteers from YOG gets free ticket. MY SECOND VISIT! Hahaha, went alone initially, was damn bored but I had awesome friends to SMS and keep me accompanied :) bumped into workforce people & hang around with them after that. Not that bad afterall! Left at 1130pm, reached home exactly at midnight.

Saturday:
PHOTOGRAPHY DAYYY with Jeremy Chin. (y)

Good weather and day to go Sentosa for shooting BUT not many kids or cute ones for me to take :( very sad. However, I think my arms and face got red-er. HAHAHA so it's fine.

Vivo made me felt better though.
THE KIDS THERE ARE LIKE SO CUTE MAN.
Snapped more & FREE Hagen Daz ice cream thanks to chinzz :D

GREEN TEA FTW.

Lingered around Vivo for awhile then accompanied him to his workplace. Yeah, I am so nice right, thanks. HAHA
then spent time alone walking around Marina Square & went Esplanade to find Jeremy Goon for awhile. Chilled by myself a little longer by walking around that area & yeah it was awesome. This is the time where you really think about your life.

Hmm, I THINK MY RIGHT ARM (left shown in picture) LOOKS COOL HERE though my face looks like a stupid monkey.

only if I can play, smile & laugh innocently like them...

2010-09-17T04:04:00.002+08:00

"Maybe you have something in mind, but your brain is telling you, I don't like the idea."

Well said.

2010-09-16T15:08:00.010+08:00

Monday - OUT WITH MUMMY! Went town area, eat, talk & shop! Love her ttm(: I can't believe I can talk to her about anything, even about my relationship. THANKYOU MUMMY.

Out for steamboat with Fabian & gang at night! :)
SOMEONE CAUGHT DRINKINGGGG. tsktsk.

Tuesday - Went Tiong, wanted to print photos in the end, machine got problem, gave up and went Redhill's one. Napped for 2 hours, woke up and prepare to leave for prawning night! :D Met Htet Paing at 11pm at his house there, walked to some bus stop and HE'S NOOB. Forgot how to go -.- took wrong bus, in the end, CAB. Started prawning exactly at midnight.

SIX PATHETIC PRAWNS AFTER THREE HOURS. But omgggg, so freaking yummy after BBQ-ing! Cruel us but SHIOK TO EAT :/

After prawning, HTHT & walked.
THANK YOU HTET. Only if that person understands :(
We anyhow walk and ended up at Yio Chu Kang. Waited for earliest MRT and down to airport!

Hahahaha Enqi was very surprised! & super cute just before going into the custom. She couldn't hugging stop her boyf, running up and down. HAHA

HAMDANNN, WE WILL MISS YOU :(

after one year, the 3 of us FINALLY took a picture together again(:
LOVEEEE.

Tuesday - reached home around 10am, couldn't sleep cause I drank coffee for breakfast -.- became hyper! Went to collect photos & last minute meet up with Gary.
Decided to collect my lens, LIKE FINALLY then stared at kids playing. HAHAHA CUTE MAN. I think Saturday will be even better! :D Dinner at Carl's Junior.

& chitchat session again(: another awesome dude to chat with. Although you feel like killing him every 5minutes but thanks.

& HIS MOUTH WAS SUPER UNGLAM BEFORE THIS! tsk.

Mrt to Taka to get some stuffs & met up with Fabian after that. He sent me home, I was too 'tired' to think already, sorry boy :( Sorry for leaving without caring about your feelings.

TODAY. ROT AT HOME ALL THE WAY.
Sigh.

I was telling Htet that day, I want to go out everyday, spam myself with stuff & he said one sentence which shocked & made me reflect.
“你現在這樣做，只是在痲痹自己。”
How true? FREAKING TRUE.
I am escaping from reality. I am escaping from everything I am facing.
But do YOU understand? I think I am being selfish here but do YOU get it? Even someone can say such stuff, but what do you think? :( I don't know how I am feeling too. I just want to be ALONE, for now, or forever.

DO YOU UNDERSTAND ME? :'(

2010-09-12T19:58:00.002+08:00

TODAY.
went to clinic for a flu jab. Playing safe for YEP.
I was once SO LUCKY to get H1N1, I am not surprised if I get something else again.
After jab and lunch, went to meet Huishan at Bugis. I BOUGHT A TOP :D
We couldn't really find hoodies so bus-ed down to Queensway.
IKEA FIRST for HOTDOG and ICE CREAM (y) then walked to Queens.
NICE. Bought a pair of Adidas shoes & 2 FBTs. Shan bought her hoodie & shoes!
OH, her hoodie is niceeeeeee. I also wantttt.
YAY, laska for dinner & back home now :)

TON TON TON! I AM WAITING!

15 MORE DAYS TO YEP. FASTER FASTER.

2010-09-12T00:57:00.004+08:00

Hmm I guess I should start blogging again.
Don't know why too, but maybe cause I want myself to remember how much I am going to enjoy THIS HOLIDAY.
Seriously, so many insane things happening around me, I AM ABOUT TO EXPLODE.
Is this what you really call LIFE?
"Life is filled with ups and downs." Please, I see more downs than ups. WTH RIGHT.

Thursday - I started my first & last exam paper. HOW COOL. ATE. Can pass, but guarantee no A :( Sad. After paper, go back loft rot. I was bored, Gary & Jeremy came over to accompany me awhile & I GOT MY MICKEY EGG.

JUST SEE THE MICKEY ONE WILL DO :D:D

However, I am still more than happy that my electives are all media modules. The guys were so depressed due to their Calculas paper :/
FINALLY HOME SWEET HOME AFTER IDONTKNOWHOWMANYDAYS.
My bed is still the BEST but hate my current condition. Parents & I squeezing together in ONE room. My room is becoming SO FREAKING MESSY, I cannot even walk blahblahblah :(

OHHH went out to town again at 930pm for movie! THANK YOU FABIAN for the mini surprise. Haha.

Friday - Slept till SHUANG, woke up felt so freaking bored and frustrated. Decided to meet up with FABIAN. Went to collect Kbox card, attempted to find Shuhui at work but she was having break at then -.- so we left to Bugis & AIJISEN for dinner :D Home at 9pm.

Saturday - I WOKE UP ON TIME. Met Melody at Redhill then waited for Charmaine at Tanjong Pagar. Walked to ICON Village but the Sakae was having some function so we changed location to Raffles. Met Fabian & Clarissa (both pigs) & YAY FINALLY SAKAE.

CLARISSA LOO's CREATION. that green cold noodles + wasibi + soya sauce. GROSS.

SEXY LEGS. HAHA.

Went window shopping awhile and secretly went to get a last min mini Molten Chocolate Cake for ERJIE SUPER EARLY BIRTHDAY :D
SURPISE.

Went Funan after that, ALMOST bought filter. Lucky never buy! :/
Waited for Hamdan & went PINNACLE with him (y). The 5bucks was kinda worth! Hehe. While taking pictures, WE SAW RANDOM FIREWORKS! :D
Had awesome chit chat session & reminds me of those wonderful days... Only if Faeez went too :(
THANK YOU HAMDAN(: HAVE A SAFE WUHAN TRIP. HAHAHH.

To end with, the Triplets everlasting love.

*extra Fabian's hand, GO AWAY! :P*

I am going to make my life soooo interesting from now onwards. WATCH OUT GUYS.
I WILL BLOG :D

2010-08-30T15:08:00.003+08:00

HELLOOOOO.
My life recently, messed around with so many stuffs.
Busy but always bored and this makes no sense but well,
YOG - I MISS YOU cause I miss free transport :( Hahaha but still, glad that I took part in it :D

This is how cute Baby Jervin is! Heheheheee. freaking cute tothemax. :D

2010-07-13T22:08:00.005+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY NG KAI WEN FABIAN!
omgyouarefinally18.
FASTER GO LEARN DRIVING THEN DRIVE ME OUT NEXT TIME! HAHAH. okay kidding.

This post shall be ALL ABOUT YOU.

9th July, Friday.
SURPRISE! We made it!
Most of us gathered at Atrium, took a bus to Junxiong's place then some cycled to Fabian's house, some took bus, some directly met at his place and poor Shuhui was stuck at his place the whole time :D

Shuhui left his place just before we reached, all of us gathered outside his house, I carried the cake into his house & his maid called him down. Hid somewhere then Fabian, 'AEH!' Followed by Happy Birthday song :D SO AWESOME RIGHT.
Showed him his birthday present which is so attractive and awesome (Y)
FABIAN, I AM GOING TO STEAL YOUR BICYCLE ONE DAY.
& then Aaron brought ECE people too :D

YAY. I feel so happy, as if it's my birthday. LOL.

Okay, then 13th July.

Rushed off from MMP to meet the birthday eve boy :/
Went KAP to eat then bus down to SENTOSA!
HAD SO MUCH FUN! Shared one chilli crab cup noodles, bathed & dinner at Vivo! CHICKEN RICE! Bought a mini piece of strawberry cake & secretly bought him a bear! SANG HAPPY BIRTHDAY FOR HIM AGAIN! Chilled out then home sweet home :)

the small piece of love birthday cake! :D

I know you love this last minute bear (:

Okie Dokie, happy birthday once again (:
GROW UP ALREADY, don't so sensitive!!! =/
Still, I LOVE YOU! (:

2010-07-05T20:17:00.002+08:00

TED MOSBY IS CUTE.

Finished season 1. Hmm, I WANT TO CONTINUE BUT. I NEED TO STUDY.

2010-07-01T01:12:00.002+08:00

OKAYssssss.

I am not suppose to be here now. Seriously.
I don't know why, forcing myself to shut down and go to sleep but I JUST DON'T WANT TO.
whatthehell is wrong with me?!
Okay, it's time to emo.
I mean, it's time to get into the nerdy stage for the next 37days.
Alright, so many things to do, so many things to spam myself.
SCHOOL WORK IS DRIVING ME NUTS.

37 more days of school = 37 more days of cruelty torture.
However, after this 37 days, I STILL GOTTA MUG and get busy with YOG.
My role sounds seriously cool, BUT ITS GONNA BE TOUGH. BUT HELLO?! I AM JOANNE LIM.
I WILL TAKE UP THE CHALLENGE! HEHHH at least I can learn HOW TO MANAGE AN EVENT. freaking cool.
PEOPLE, GET JEALOUS. I AM THE 'Event Operations Assistant' ;)
HAHAHAHAAH okay kidding. KIDDING.
cause the person I am working with GOT A STRONG ANGMOH ACCENT I THINK. I cannot catch at all-.- that day she called, I kept asking her to repeat, she got fed up, said ALRIGHT, I WILL GET ANOTHER GUY TO CALL YOU SOON KAY? BYE.
How to work :(

Joanne Lim,
many things coming up.
so many annoying stuffs throwing onto you.
BUT you gotta be strong.
YOU ARE DOING THIS FOR YOUR OWN FUTURE.
DO YOUR BEST.
This is what you are looking for. YOU ASKED FOR IT.
YOU CHOSE THE ROAD.
So yes, come on.

I AM THE MIGHTY MIGHTY JOANNE LIM.

okay, I AM TALKING RUBBISH. Many stuffs spinning through my mind right now.
You think I am that strong?
DUH, NO! I am weak. I feel like breaking down soon.
What the. OKAY.
I WILL force myself to look things at a brighter side (:

2010-06-14T01:33:00.003+08:00

Got this from Samantha's blog.
SO TRUE. Sometimes, things just suck so much.
You want to change it & return back to square one. BUT. once a mark is created, no matter how hard you try to erase or get it off, IT WILL NOT BE ENTIRELY GONE.
You get what I mean?
I am still not satisfied with my current life. No matter how hard I try, things still remain the same.
YOU GET WHAT I MEAN?
People are so sensitive. WHY MUST I BE SO SENSITIVE? Like seriously, ONE ACTION of someone can make me ARGH.
YOU GET WHAT I MEAN?

Haiya, why am I making life so hard for myself?
Fabian always tell me, DON'T CARE LAH. Don't care.
Haha. Easier to say, but never say to be done.
Sighhh, now I don't know actually whether I wish Poly to end quickly.

OKAY, WORLD CUP IS ADDICTIVE. SERIOUS.
I kinda watch almost every match :/
Now once I on the TV, I will turn to channel261. HAHAHAHA.

Alright, 3D2N EE Camp soon.
Yayness. My job, PHOTOGRAPHER. Awesome. Let me have the FEEL again.
HEHEHEEEEE

2010-05-31T16:34:00.002+08:00

HELLO. Hi. Yo. Sup.
HEHHHHHH.

Good Afternoon world. I don't know why I am here too. Blog hopped a few blogs then decided to blog. So how's life? HOW'S MY LIFE? So many many many things happening. I feel like fainting. I feel like dying. I WANT TO LEAVE EARTH. HEHEHEHEEEE.

Okay lah, life for me now = normal.
NORMAL ONLY EH.
Where are the times when I DON'T HAVE TO PUT A SAD FACE ON MEEE?
Where have they gone to? So sucky. Now Sem3, thought things would be better or AT LEAST THE SAME. BUT, NO NO NO. Things changed. People changed. It takes more than days or months or YEARS to know someone well.
Hello, I saw your true colours. I hate you. Leave my life can? You are so irritating you know. YOU KNOW. YOU KNOW.
I wonder why, I wonder how. HOW TO GET RID OF YOU? Without YOU, life would be more or less PERFECT (:
HAIYA, it's hard for me to accept someone I dislike. I mean. YAH. YOU SUCK. Okay, I ROCK THE MOST.

Adidas Sundown was awesomeeeeeee. Saw how those angmohs fought and argued cause they wanted to run but the gate was close. Seeing how different people giving you stupid replies and attitude, as if they are the king/queen and you are just an ant. Seeing how 'popular' you can get to be when people crowd around you for LIGHTSTICKS. Omg, they are fun. HAHAHAHA. LIGHTSTICKS. Next time got LIGHTSTICKS lobang, ASK ME. DAMN FUN. Just hold one whole bunch, walking around people start asking you 'can I have one or a few?' HAHAHAHHA

Okay, I am crazy now. NOW. I am insane. DAMN SIAN.
So many things to do. I want next friday to come tomorrow. HEHE. After 11th, I WILL BE FREEEEEEEEEE, from studies.

Alright, I love you, I love my mummy, I love my ahma, I love you.

OH? Who are you?
AWWWWW, I don't like you(:

2010-05-15T14:49:00.002+08:00

WAHWAHWAH Surprisingly, still got people come to my blog eh. HAHAHAHA.

Okay, therefore I shall just post something simple.
MY LIFE IS GETTING BUSY SOON.
Let's see,

16th May - Out with People.
22nd May - CIP & Show's Concert.
23rd May - Dinner with family.
June Holidays - EE Recruitment Camp & more outings -.-
July - BIRTHDAYZZZZZZZ :/
August - Helping out in YOG.
September/October - YEP

SO WHEN'S ECPEEPS CHALET?!?!?!!
LALALALA. SENTOSA. YAY. WHENWHENWHEN. Hmmmm.

2010-05-05T21:49:00.001+08:00

HELLOOOOOO.
OH MY. HAHAHAHAHA
My blog is TOTALLY DEAD.

Okay, wait till ONE DAY, when I'm FREE.
HEHEHEHHEEEE.

GOODBYE.
all I want to say is, I LOVE NG KAI WEN FABIAN:)

2010-02-20T21:16:00.002+08:00

EXAM OVER.

but

I AM SUPER DUPER BORED AT HOME.
Not at Loft. There's no one there. DAMN SIANZZZZZZ.
Staying at home, ROT. WTH MANZ. I don't like.

EG2 was okay. Confirm can A that module.
AEL - DIE. Goodbye to my lovely A. I am very sad.
HAIYAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA. sucks.

However, studying night was super awesome last night.
With the lovely bunch again.
Nothing to update.

Let me have more fun with ECPEEPS first :)

2010-02-13T22:37:00.004+08:00

Its reaching CNY soon. HA-HA-HA. No special feelings =/ Just keep thinking that, EXAMS ARE COMING. sucks. At this period. No mood to study -.- irritating.
Wells, my life have been a little more interesting. HAHA.

Monday - NO SCHOOL. Went on a date with FABBY. Not too bad:D I love Pepper Lunch! Tried shopping for CNY clothes but ahem, I BOUGHT CASUAL CLOTHINGS.

Tuesday - back to school for 2 hours. Waited for Fabian to end lesson. Initial plan was to go Bugis then SAKAE DINNER with Wei Hao, Aaron & En Qi but En Qi lost her wallet! So didn't go. We got onto the bus opp NP then drop off one stop later, came back school to find but still it was missing :( In the end, all of us went back home. FABBY SENT ME HOME AND I FEEL SO HAPPY.

Wednesday - STUDIED AT KAP! Met up with Clare & Char too :)
PICS SOON.

Secretly met JunJie after studying! THANK YOU JUNJIEEEE for helping me shop for FABBY's stuffs :D although you are irritating. I decided to choose A then he said BUT BLAHBLAH, I choose B he said BUT LALALA. HAHAHAHA. OH WELL! Fabby, now you know the reason.

Thursday - 2 hours of school. Did a little AMT project after that. Met Xiong at the library to tutor him EG2. Faeez came being emo. Accompanied him to solve his problem then went Bukit Batok to accompany FABBY cut hair at his $3.80 salon but THE SALON CLOSED AT 8PM -.- wth man. Dinner then back home.

Friday - ENDED SCHOOL AT 4PLUS! :D LAST DAY OF SCHOOOOL. and I'm promoting to year 2! :D:D awesome.

I THINK I LOOK CUTE IN THE FIRST PHOTO. HAHAHAHA.

Went to look for FABBY, rotted with his classmates awhile. FOUND OUT A DIRTY LITTLE SECRET WHICH I LIKE (Y) WOOHOOO. okay, I am damn bad. HEH. Left to accompany Fabby for hair cut again :D yay. Dinner at Westmall then studied at MACS! Productive!:)

Here comes the interesting story...
Reached home around 10plus. My mummy, ahma and maid were already stuck outside. Spammed my daddy's hp and house phone, no one pick up. Knock on the door, shouted for his name, neighbour came to give a helping hand. Their grand daughter DAMN SCARY. She took utensils to hit and it was SUPER LOUD till the neighbour one level down came up to take a look. STILL, THERE WAS NO REPLY. We wanted to call the fireman/police already. Just at this moment, MY DAD OPENED THE DOOR. He said he woke up not because he heard all the noise but rather, he thought why we aren't back home at 1am. We were stuck outside for 3hours. Nice one.
OH NOT BECAUSE WE FORGOT THE KEYS BUT IT WAS BECAUSE HE LOCKED THE LATCH INSIDE.

Okay, time to pack my room. Super MESSY. and AEL. AEL. spam AEL.
I LOVE AEL.

2010-02-09T00:17:00.001+08:00

WHY? WHY ISIT ALWAYS LIKE THAT?

We spent our day happily together & 9/10 times, before time to sleep, THINGS GO WRONG?
sucks seriously. ALWAYS.

tears just flow so freaking easily. NON STOP.
hate it. NO MOOD to study anymore.
Just let me sleep for AT LEAST 24hours.

2010-02-06T00:26:00.003+08:00

HELLO:) ITS FRIDAY night & Saturday morning now.
Hi Club ended late but it was wonderful. ENJOYED! high the whole time! HAHA, YOU KNOW WHY. omgzzzz, you're just so freaking good to ADMIRE:D:D HEHEHEEEE.
Surprisingly, I wasn't nervous while performing! In fact I enjoyed and I guess I didn't perform badly. HEHEEE. Now, I seem motivated to continue... =/

HAHA, KENNETH AND CHERYL. our instructors!

WOOOO.

Well, life goes on. Let's see.
Saturday - going back to school at 9am for stupid China trip meeting -.-
Sunday - STUDY & go Tampines.
Monday - MOVIE & SHOPPING :D
Tuesday - 2 hours of school & STUDY.
Wednesday - STUDY.
Thursday - 2 hours of school & STUDY.
Friday - ending at 6pm :(
Wonderful life. Ha-Ha-Ha.

MISSION: 8 exams papers for now. 5 more go to.
SUCKS man. 5 more papers in 2 days?! IMPOSSIBLE :( damn sian.

YOU. hope you will slowly learn to accept things. I understand how you are feeling at times, I might be selfish, but I don't happy too when you get upset over certain stuffs. Just want you to know, in my heart, you're still THEBEST. You might not be the most good looking, or the smartest, or the best, but you're just the one for Lim Sze Yee Joanne :)

2010-01-28T22:43:00.006+08:00

OMGZZZZZSSSXXX. I FEEL SO HAPPY FOR MY LOVELY FRIEND! :)
All the best okay! WAH I'm feeling so happy till I felt like crying just now. LOL. nice one.

School's been okay.
WAH cool. This week, everyday got test except Wednesday, yet I'm not that stressed:D WELL DONE JOANNE! OHYAH, COMMTK WAS WELL DONE TOO!:) freaking happy about that. Haha.

Monday - AutoCAD!
*it was AWESOME! haha just forgot to trim one box but an A shouldn't be a problem ;) I LOVE AUTOCAD!!!*
Tuesday - EG2 Quiz.
*no careless mistakes, full marks please.*
Thursday - AEL Practical.
*okay lah, a pass would be fine for me. MY PRACTICAL CANNOT MAKE IT. Until now, I still don't know how to connect proper series or parallel circuit can!*
Friday - AEEPS TMR. This one, I AM DEAD. give up man. I don't know how you use that stupid thingy, whatever its called. WHO CARES MAN. I HATE THAT THING.

PIZZA HUT with classmates today. Not bad. clap for me.

LOOK AT MY BOY. HAHAHA SO CUTE.

Eh, I MEANT, that boy in the plastic bag. HEHEEEEE. kidding!
He bought me THAT MICKEY I WANTED EH. :D

& I caught him a POOH at Marina Square!:D

CUTE RIGHT!!! I TRIED ONCE AND I WON IT! :D call me the pro please :)
*YIPPEE YIPPEE YAY*

okay, time to study. uh-huh.
as if I will -.-

YOYOYOYO.
I LOVEEEEE YOUUUUUU.

2010-01-24T14:07:00.002+08:00

YEAH YEAH. I'm in school now, not starting on anything yet.
HAHA. LALALALALALA.

Before JAMJAM!

I NEVER KNEW I WAS SO CUTE. HEHEEEE even Huishan says so:D

YAY, MY BEST SAYANG BROTHER EVER:)

No AMT on Friday from 2-6pm. Slacked in class, attempted doing 5 questions.
& we photobooth-ed :)

YAHYAH, I'm in school RIGHT NOW, on a Sunday afternoon and I'm NOT starting anything yet, as usual. DEAD. 40% autocad tomorrow.
All the best, JOANNE:)

AHHHH, I miss PRATA night.
One random night of prata with Ziyi, Faeez & Fabian.
WHEN CAN WE GO AGAIN.
I-WANT-MY-PRATA.

2010-01-23T00:46:00.002+08:00

HELLO HI YO.
Life is NORMAL.
Things are NORMAL.
Joanne is still NORMAL.

But just the last few hours was AWESOME:D
MICKEY MOUSE. OMG, I GOT THAT MICKEY MOUSE FROM FABIAN NG :D:D:D:D
WOOOOOOOHOOOOOO.

Okay, I'm backing out from MDE SL. Joining as EE's crew instead.
NO CHOICE but better than nothing.
YAY.

I don't know what to blog about man. Nothing interesting to blog about at all.
FRIDAY IS A SECRET. HEHEHEEEE.

I LOVE MICKEY MOUSE!

& YOU.
FABIAN, YOU ARE JUST SO AMAZING AND WONDERFUL TO ME:)

2010-01-12T20:08:00.003+08:00

I'm so freaking sad seriously. Why can't they ask earlier?
Why why why? Isit fated?
The only chance given to me, when I wanted it badly, now it's gone.

I guess only Fabian knows what's going on.
I'm sorry again, but I'm just that stubborn. I REALLY WANT IT ):
Regret. REGRET. BIGGEST REGRET.

Please, teach me how to accept this.
SUCKS.

2010-01-10T21:55:00.002+08:00

HELLO its Sunday today and Monday tomorrow.
Open House was cool cause of FREE FOOD and GOODIES:D

Okay, I'm so hardworking, I went back to school on Saturday to do a few EG2 QUESTIONS. HAHAHAHAHA. School is still normal now. LOL.
But I can't believe something. I AM LEARNING MUSIC NOTES? WTH? Full note, half note, quaver or whatever it is called. I DON'T GET IT. Everything sounds the same to me -.- Chords are so much easier. HOW MANY BEATS? HOW MANY NOTES? HOW I KNOW! HAHAHAHA
but still, more fun then facing other stuffs:D I still like my course. HEHEEEE.

OKAY, I wasted my weekend.
Never study. I suck. Yay.

OH, went Fabian's house on Friday evening with all his CG mates. WAH, 4 guys, the rest, more than 10girls. SO COOL. HAHAHA and quite a few of them all know MG girls :) cool. COOL.
& like one of them immediately ask, 'YOU KNOW ______? DO YOU LIKE HER? I DON'T LIKE HER!' HAHAHAHA. Quite funny. THANKS FABIAN (: At least I didn't feel very uncomfortable there.

Okay, I WANT TO GO AND FLY KITE!

OHMY, I look so cute.

Thank you:D

2010-01-05T18:48:00.002+08:00

Got back AEL & EG2 papers.
Satisfied! Managed to Aces both :D
But still, NOT GOOD ENOUGH! So, LETS GET CRAZY! START DOING EXAM PAPERS. MUHAHAHAHA!
That's the way yo.
All I want now, Aces as many modules as possible. NO NEED A+! HAHAHAHA!
COME ON MAN, STRESS STRESS!
Then won't put on weight too. WOOHOOO.

I SEEM TO LOVE STRESS HUH. HEHEHEEE.
I AM INSANE. YAY.
lets study.
OKAY, STRESS!

COMMTOOLKIT SUCKS.
partly because of the lecturer -.- sian.

2010-01-02T12:34:00.003+08:00

Hello, 2nd day of 2010. HAPPY BIRTHDAY JOANNE:D
I feel like blogging, but nothing to blog about. So, random.

2009
I would say, it had been a pretty awesome year.
Got O's results during January, holiday slack like mad. Always going fun, catching all the FUN!
Went TAIWAN-TAIPEI during end of march and came back on April Fool! HAHA.
Soon, school started.
Excited entering Poly but somehow worried cause the environment will be SO DIFFERENT fom where I were for the past 10years.
Met my classmates on Induction Day and I felt really weird. Everything was different. Even my first impression of Shuhui when we stick around with each other on that day. I started complaining to all my MG friends that I don't think things were going right. Nevermind, camp Pinata. Their camp was so different from MG's. The cheers, the people, the games & I thought this is pretty weird too.

School started. WOOOHOO, never did I expect, I enjoyed school SO SO MUCH! Awesome classmates, forever cannot catch their Chinese, made awesome friends, near CTs period, always studied with Faeez and Hamdan till 10pm! Mug together so hard cause all of want to do well :)
During lectuers, Shuhui and I always gossip about the guys in our classmates. HAHAHA. During tutorials, for ELTECH, I would just daydream and disturb Shuhui, never once paid attention.
After the major exams, when holidays started, we started getting close with each other!
Class chalet, outings and stuffs.

OH, how can I forget! I was really close to my exclassmate, NG KAI WEN FABIAN. My first impression of him was SO FREAKING TERRIBLE. I went around complaining how dao my classmate was, when a girl tried talking to a guy as a new friend but he totally ignored you! Hahaha, wells, MSN was something that brought us really close. Thank you MSN :D
We always had topics to talk about, never ending & he always said I was the one who start it first? =/ HAHAHA, I didn't realise that! If I didn't talk to him, I wouldn't feel good.
Planned his birthday surprise for him and after that, he started HINTING to me =/ and soon, TWO IS BETTER THAN ONE!:D

School started for Sem2 and I went to AVT (: the course I always wanted! Haha, probably not used to it. Too many girls, I don't like =/ Not that I don't like them, but its just, TOO MANY GIRLS. Don't ask me why, but it is nicer to hang out with guys. HEY, I AM NOT A FLIRT OKAY! :S Hahaha its okay, I WILL LOVE IT, soon. :D:D

Now, 2009 ended.
Looking forward to this year!
Many don't, but I do (: Cause I know THINGS WILL BE BETTER!

All I ask for this year,
BE A HAPPY GIRL! (:
OH AND ELECTRIC DRUM SET PLEASEE?

damnn, I'm missing ECP so much ):
I AM SO GONNA BOOK THEM RIGHT AFTER EXAMS BEFORE I GO CHINA!

2010-01-01T14:49:00.006+08:00

Okay, its still the first day of 2010!
But I shall blog a little about LAST YEAR.

26th Dec
LEETENG's gathering! short one:D

It was alright! GOT PRESENT FROM LEETENG TOO. ONE OUTERSPACE CAP! wooohoooo!

Went to eat an icecream at Somerset 313!
GUESS THE PRICE FOR THIS.

It was $9.80! But really shiokkk!

27th, I DROPPED MY MACBOOK ): Side BENT. I'm VERY SAD.

28th
Met Fabian early morning for BREAKFAST at MACS!
PANCAKEESSS. FINALLY I GOT TO EAT IT.

GYM AFTER BREAKFAST! HAHAHA! yeah man:D Saw Calvin & Yee Xiang AGAIN! nice.
After gym, went town around to snapsnap! Hahaha, poor boy, he was soooo bored =/ SORRY & thanks:)

29th Dec
Lunch with my mum at Ion!
Met the guys at PS after that. Hahahaha, Elias is damn cute man.
CHILDISH GUYS! :P

OMG, I LOVE THIS MICKEY SO SO MUCH. 39bucks! SUPER EARLY BIRTHDAY YOOO?

♥

2010-01-01T00:37:00.005+08:00

HAPPY NEW YEAR YOOOO!

Last day of 2009 was spent with dearest ECPs!
Hahahaha, it was suppose to be a 'picnic' but in the end... As usual, plan kinda failed ):
Wells, everyone was late! Chilled out near the Sentosa Entrance there, eat, rot, wait for time to pass. AHHH, should have took group photo at that time! It was just Jiaen, Hamdan, Junxiong, Fabian and I.

After that, we went to Orchard! Look for Noel, window shop around Orchard, Jiaen and Hamdan left first, went MACS to eat, waited for Noel to knock off from work.

THEN NOEL TREATED US TO ALVIN AND THE CHIPMUNKS 2!
sorry to Hamdan and Jiaen! Didn't want to watch initially cause 10bucks was too ex, however, Noel treated the few of us:D:D still, felt pretty guilty so all of us paid half back to Noel!
THANK YOU NOEL! SOSO MUCH! :D
Enjoyed the movie so much! I don't know why I kept laughing during the movie, even though the rest may not find it funny. HAHA, I didn't know THEY were so cute eh:D

AHH, I love this picture so much! I.look.REALLY.CUTEANDCOOL!
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!

Our favourite spot at Ion! :)

2009-12-30T00:40:00.001+08:00

HAI PAI TIAN XIN IS SO FREAKING AWESOME!
my first Taiwan drama ever since poly started! MUST WATCH!

FABEAN, LETS DO THIS MAN. HAHAHAHAHAHA!
SO CUTEEEEEE!

will update more real sooooon(:
can't wait for THURSDAY!
hope it will be an awesome perfect afternoon!

2009-12-25T23:37:00.007+08:00

MERRY CHRISTMAS!
lalalala HOHOHO.
hellooooooooooooooooooooo (:
YAY. Christmas Eve was AWESOME.
Christmas Day was... Alright :)

Before that, let me blog a little more about my life recently!

Sunday
Hmm, out with YANZHEN on the afternoon! SUPER LONG NEVER HANG OUT WITH HER ALREADY! NYNY was awesome (:

Shawn's chalet around late afternoon! Pretty alright =)

I'm pretty glad Fabian and I didn't go for the NIGHT WALK at Old Changi Hospital in the end as I was really afraid of POLICE! Those guys were insane, they went for night walk at like, 3plus am?? To OCH. Wells, I wanted to however, thinking about police stopped me and still I was glad WE DIDN'T! :D Hearing stories of what they experienced was ENOUGH. Hahahaa!
Slept at 6am on Monday morning, woke up at 9am. Nice. Visited my dear classmate, Eileen at TTS (glad that she's much much better now!:D) then off to home and sleeeeeep!

Wednesday
GYMGYM! nice, I ACTUALLY MADE THE EFFORT TO GO TO SCHOOL's GYM. Super not LIM SZEYEE JOANNE but still, I DID OKAY & I felt SO FREAKING PAISEH throughout! Don't ask me why. HAHAHAHA. I don't fit to be there =/

Thursday
EVEEEE :) was really awesome.
Met dumbdumb at around 2plus, went Jurong Point, DID SUPER LAST MINUTE SHOPPING! Yay still bought some presents for almost everyone! :)
HOME in the evening and it was PARTY TIME! Relatives came & it was just gathering!
Really glad dumbdumb enjoyed himself :D:D
& YES HE RECEIVED PRESENTS. SAKAE VOUCHERRRR.

Friday
Christmas! Off to Fabian's church for a while. Hahaha, nice meeting Elias and Kevin again :)
The service totally reminds me of Chapel! Wells, home after that.
Rot, stone, slack & DINNERRR at HongKong Street! Yupp, Fabian came along:D
So fun! His first time eating with my family & yay, he loved it soooo WE ARE GOING THERE TO EAT SOON AGAIN!:D HOR FUN!

THANK YOU NG KAI WEN FABIAN :)
You're AWESOME.

ending this at 12:01am,
end of Christmas.

2009-12-22T23:33:00.004+08:00

YAY HELLO!
JOANNE IS SUPER HAPPY TODAY! :D

Out with FABEAN :D:D
super super fun!
You know, simply simple dates make you really happy :D
Normal routine, movie first!
AVATAR 3D! First time watch 3D eh, but never sit right at the back for 3D shows please.
NO CI JI GAN AT ALL :(
nice movie though.

After movie was lunch and we spotted Yee Xiang & Calvin! STALKERS. i like. HAHA.
Shopping at Bugis after lunch! AWESOME!
QingLing JieJie saw me! SHOCKED. Hahahaha!
ohwells, shopshop, it was simply awesome as I bought a top too.
I CAUGHT 'TINGTING' for 6BUCKS AT ILUMA. I was jumping around when the toy dropped man! WOOHOOO

YAY & I went to show off to Shuhui! HAHAHA lovely!
FABEAN SAYS I LOOK CUTE HERE:D duhh, I KNOW!
thanks:)

Stayed at Bugis arcade for very long again! Watch people played some fishing game, we played some other stuffs and we totally suck at it. Wasted in total around 10bucks today!

But everything was worth (:

Thank you for making me so happy today! =D
SOMETHING WE CAUGHT TOGETHER! as to remember, for the 5th!
Thanks for all the silly stuffs we did today.
People seeing YOUR butt in the lift, nearly going up the wrong escalator, PA & many more!
Really a lovely one :D

2009-12-19T17:52:00.007+08:00

LOOK AT WHAT A SILLY BOY DID AT 3PLUS AM! :O
plus 2 smses too.

LALALA.
CT ended for me on Tuesday:D woolala.

Okay, life as usual.
Wednesday was spent half of the day in school then home and slept from 3plus to 10pm. AWESOME.
Thursday was simple yet AWESOME too! I NEVER PROPERLY ENJOYED FROM SCHOOL STARTED TILL NOW MANSZXZS. When I was shopping around Orchard, YAYYAY.

Okay, met up with Melody yesterday for few hours. WAH, saw Yiting, Jiaen & Junxiong while walking around Taka! Hahahaha!

Night Tour with MDE till this morning 630am. Not bad, better than I expected:)

CHOCOLATE MILK!

It is going over and over again,
& I hope the light will never fade off.

2009-12-14T21:11:00.002+08:00

Okay, yeah another emo post I guess. Don't read if you find it draggy and stupid. Its just my feelings.

CT started today, ending tomorrow.
Screwed AEL, as expected. Yes, I do have high expectations. I want to A it, but now, my hopes are gone.

I don't know to start blogging from where, about what, but my feelings are all mixed around.
You know, everyday that passes by right now seems to be meaningless to me, I can't see colours around me at all. They are all black and white. I once thought I'll be happy forever, as I found where I stood, but how, I fall back into the hole again. This seriously suck. I don't know how to exactly describe my feelings but its just so annoying. Where are my happy days? Where are those days that I laughed and smiled randomly, almost every hour? Giving my classmates my weird smile and they would think I'm weird. WHERE ARE THEY? Guess what? I've been thinking so much about my everyday life now.

Friends - I'm slowly losing them one by one. I'm really sad about it. I'm drifting away from one slowly and slowly. Where are those days that we were all as one, when we sat beside each other, figuring out our weak points? Yeah, I am sensitive, I CAN TELL AND FEEL IT. I know whether YOU are avoiding me, and I hate it. Can you please tell me what's the problem? Is it me or just you? I just want you to know, I still treat you how I did in the past, even though certain incidents took place. But I want things to be back as per normal.
\*Fabian, I just hope you'll understand, I've once experienced it before, I know how sucky that feeling is, thats why I don't wish to lose friends anymore. I really hope you do.*
I really feel like saying the names of who I'm referring to, but wells, I guess I should not.

& more about friends. It have been a term. One term. Honestly, I don't have that strong feeling as I did in ECP. Yeah, at times, I've been trying my best, but what's the outcome? What did I gain? No, nothing, but rather, losing. Somehow I don't know how to communicate very well with you. When I say something, the replies you give, I have no feelings to it. NOTHING AT ALL. It makes things hard for me. I hate to put on a fake smile. I hate to act in front of you. I hate to be a faker. I just want to be myself.
Like what Fabian said, I think its true. Its just an act. You too, said that 'oh, why like that?' But towards the end? WTH man.
I really really wanna enjoy my life for the next two years.

Studies, yes, I guess, I've been stressing myself out too much. Way too much. Thats because I have high expectations for myself. I want to As. As I mentioned before, I WANT TO PROVE TO WHOEVER, ANYONE. I broke down that day, crying to my mummy, telling her how I feel. She was speechless and now, everyday all I hear is, "Girl, don't stress yourself too much. Can pass good enough already." NO, its not just a pass. Many of my poly mates think I'm insane, giving me that kind of face, telling me to stop studying, but just thinking that I want to prove myself to others, I'm sorry.

Yeah, everything random here. I'm still hoping for the better.
I hope YOU will understand.

However, thank you Fabian.
Don't get too emotional after reading this and think that you're useless again.
No, you're not.
Yes, conflicts between us never stop happening recently, even throughout the past two months but that's because, I'm getting more sensitive and falling even more deeply for you.

2009-12-05T21:17:00.003+08:00

Disgusting week, totally.
Hateful one, emotional one.
I HATE IT.

Monday night was sooooo bad. After talking to someone online, you broke me down.
Stressed with studies (I have no idea why) & I seem to be losing friends around me... HATE THIS FEELING.
Thank you Fabian(:

Tuesday was YANRONG's BIRTHDAY!
HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY! :D Stay happy with J!

Lunch time was initial terrible. Saw Fabian, broke down again at Canteen 2. I don't know why. So paiseh, I think my classmates saw -.- DAMN IT. Towards the end, I guess Fabian's classmates made me smile. ohwells.

Wednesday was... Hmmm, video training in the morning, not sure if I'm getting paid for that. Haha who cares! GIVE ME CCA POINTS. lol, AEEPS practise after that. Slacked till night then home.

Thursday, what a day. Come on, I cannot feel connected with you AT ALL. AT ALL. NOT AT ALL. BOOO, its so irritating to me, hate stuffs like that. FAKE FAKE FAKE. I am taking the initiative but what about YOU? Felt like punching the wall man. Pizza Hut was fine then attempted to go block50 to study but it was packed. Went Ourspace then briefing at 5pm.
Evening was bad. You broke me down this time. Okay, but wells, still you surprised me for your appearance. Thank you (: Maybe I felt really empty at that moment.

Friday, SCREWED AEEPS TOTALLY. FAIL FAIL FAIL! Received a sms, BROKE DOWN AGAIN. COME ON MANSZXZS, why am I becoming so freaking sensitive?!?! Just one sms, I cried. Hopefully it wasn't obvious to my classmates but somehow... hmmm. I feel kinda disappointed in you. I don't understand why. My invitation cannot beat them? Fine, I suck. Okay full stop. Screwed AMT quiz too. EE Idol in the evening! FUNNNN:D

Well, I think I should really be thankful if my GPA for this sem hits at least a 3.0 -.-
LIFE SUCKS.
but I need to move on. SUCKS SUCKS SUCKS.

Wondered how I slack throughout the whole day today. Anyway, my daddy made me happy! :D HAHA. Got what I want BADLYYYY:D yes! yay!

I feel so sad. Really, I seem to be drifting away again.
HATE LIFE LIKE THAT.
WHERE ARE MY HAPPY DAYS?????? )':

2009-11-27T21:51:00.005+08:00

It was an awesome day, on Thursday. Day & night was so perfect. Lunch with ECPs, birthday surprises at night (: I love them so so much. No ECPs, NO LIFE! After school, we made our way to JJ's house for surprise. After that, went down to the void deck to give Noel a belated surprise! SO SORRY NOELLL. Super belated one. Hahah. But yay, everything went so well :D happy!

Laughter are never ending with them, it is just so amazing...
With them, a smile will always appear on my face(:

Anyway,

HAPPY belated BIRTHDAY TO NOEL LOU & TAN JUNJIE! :D

Hahahaha, quite long never wish friends birthdays on blog already.

Noel - Hahaha, a guy I realised recently that I can debate with till never ending. Thanks for loving Fabian so much:D HAHAHAHA! nice little friend that makes people laugh too(:
JunJie - YOOO, you are counted the first guy I knew in NP and till now, our friendship maintained so well :D Thanks for being a disgusting, annoying, irritating, retarded friend :) I'm so glad to have such a terrible friend like you =) YOU OWE ME ANOTHER KFC MEAL YEAH. HAHA!

Today, not a good day to start with. Can't believe I broke down in tears in less than a min. Just those few words and sentences hurt me REALLY BADLY.
I ran into room to cry to not let you see, yet you came out with stupid reason, I DON'T WANT TO SEE YOU ANYMORE. wth man.
Still, thanks for those few (: you know who you are.

& to you, I am sorry for not understanding how you felt. I am so sorry.
Yes, my mood today is totally terrible to the max, you tried to cheer me up, yet I seem to have no reaction at all. I am so sorry ):

Dinner was quite okay. Only if something in the day did not happen. SO SORRY.
still, HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY DEAREST GRANDAUNTIE:D

LAST PICTURE!

I appreciate every moment spent with you..
You're loved so much by me & yes, I KNOW YOU TOO:D HAHAHA.
Thank you (:<3

2009-11-24T23:02:00.004+08:00

SHEESH. I just don't understand why I can never study when I'm at home ): I need motivation to study. Seriously. Not much homework, its just modules to study and study and study. Quizes and Common Tests coming up but I'm still slacking like shit. Seriously, come on man JOANNE, get on with life,

YOU NEED TO MOVE ONNN.

nice short outing with Fabian's church mates last night.
It was Elias's birthday! HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY YOOOO:D
Hahahaha, quite funny guys.
ICE CREAM at Swensens was great (: cold season but the feeling of eating ice cream is still SHIOK.

YES, HAHAHAHA wonderful photo taken :D

I really need to STUDY. please, come on. GIVE ME A SLAP.
I NEED STRESS :(

hey you, thanks for the little present surprise!
so much that we've been through, with all the unhappy times, they are still memories and no regrets on anything (:

2009-11-21T08:24:00.003+08:00

yeah, I am awake at this early timing. Haaha, woke up at 730am :D awesome me.

BOOOO, life, as usual. NORMAL.
Rather, certain times, I feel pretty empty and self-reflection comes in.
BLAH, why why why. Maybe I'm asking too much but I hate things to be like this.
Yeah, I do have high expectations, but thats me.

COME ON MANSZXZS, I HATE YOU.
Just shut up and don't act as if you should make decision for others.
COME ON,
let me understand you better please. You seem to be hot and cold to me at different point of times.
WTH, I just hate this. I want to change from where I am now and BOOOOM, run to the other end. No one knows what I'm talking about, its okay, THATS THE POINT. HAHA, alright I guess I'm just going MAD cause I really cannot take it. The old feeling of how much I hated is slowly returning to me. INSANE. CRAZY. MADNESS. Just end it now, will you?
I STILL DISLIKE YOU :(

Where are my old nice days whereby I had awesome friends who stood beside me? :(
I WANT YOU.

still, had lunch with a few lovely ones on Thursday after my lessons.
HAHAAAH, FAEEEEEZ. I have no idea whats with me, once I see him, must start whacking him or else I don't feel good. HAHAHAHAHA WTH MANSZZXZS. Okay lah, sorry okay :D
& SO FAEEZ, ARE WE SUPPOSE TO START STUDYING AFTER MONDAY?? :D:D

okay, to end with,
DAMN IT, NO PICTURES AGAIN :(((
BORING.

2009-11-15T12:28:00.002+08:00

BOOOOO. Boring days, seriously. Nothing much interesting in life.
Everyday, just school, home, slack, talk, stare, rot, stone.
One question that I've been asking myself everyday.
Am I not used to it yet? Sighhh, I don't know. Just praying hard that things will change like how it did in the past (: GOGOGO!

Wells, Faeez came to look for me on Tuesday evening at the library then came Hamdan & the rest. OMGGG, that great feeling of being with them was backkk but sighhh. ARGHH.
My Girlfriend is an Agent with Fabian on Friday night was pretty good just that we were sitting at the 2nd row and your neck suffers. ohwells. Dinner was damn funny like you look at the way how Fabian ate the fries as we were running late. HAHHAHA.

MDE DRAGON BOAT YESTERDAYYYYYYYYY :D
FIRST TIME trying dragonboating and woooohoo, awesome to the max! :D
Had SO MUCH FUN! Seeing so many familiar faces again, then with friends you knoww YAY.
Got very wet in the end as the other boat kept splashing water into our boat -.- Walked to the MRT after the event, came home to wash up then out to Bugis for SHOPPING with Yiting, Jiaen, Xiong, WeiYan & FABIAN! :D Bought what we were suppose to then arcade awhile & back home! :) HAHAHA, FABIAN IS FEELING GUILTY AGAIN. YAY :D

Random PICTURESSSS!

One random day in the library....

GOODBYE TO MY ECP CARD ):

HAHAHA trying to act pitiful :P

YAY, ONE MORE WEEK ;D

2009-11-07T19:05:00.004+08:00

HELLO.
Stayed at grand auntie's place for the past two nights. The cool thing is, THERE's DIRECT BUS FROM HER PLACE TO NP! :D hahaha, yeah okay anyways, fun night 'party' at my place on 6th Nov 2009 :D not exactly a party. Just asked friends to stay over at my place becauseee, I MISS THEM! hahahaha(:

we watched Paranormal Activity together in my room. Lights were off and the atmosphere with that movie was.... WOOOO. HAHHAHA. But really, interesting story. hmmm. Played a little in between, slacked then slept. Annoying Shuhui. Hahahaha.

SEE WHAT WE DID FOR AEEPS! Sucks man, I don't understand a single shit about this. Normal open, normal close -.- wthhhh. HELLPPPP ):

Thursday was a fun day out with WEIDA and Shuhui. Damn it, I'm becoming so les -.- HAHAHAHAHAHA. Some people would know what i mean.
Went home to wash up first then off to City Hall to get Shuhui's laptop done and FREE DINNER MEAL from WEIDA! :D Hahahahah, Fabian! You better treat them back soon! ;)

okay, JOANNE IS HAPPY AGAIN:D
But I still hate electricity stuffs! :(

2009-11-01T21:54:00.004+08:00

YOOOOOSZXZS. JUNJIE, DON'T COPY ME!

HAHAHAHAH, okay, went to the Escape Theme Park with Fabian, Shawn & his girlfriend yesterday!
It looks so different from last time. Maybe cause the last time I went was secondary 1 huh, so at that time, everything looks big but now, its like, kiddy theme park. Lucky we went in for free -.- Took 2 rides, went the so not scary haunted house then left due to the stupid rain. Chicken Rice for dinner then went to the park to walk :) everywhere was so wet and grr, a bit not so nice to walk but still, it was loving. HAHA.
Unhappiness took place on the way home, I'm so sorry for what had happened. It was pretty drama man, but I don't know what was wrong with me. I guess that one sentence really hurt you )': you should know which it is. I AM SO SORRY.

while waiting for Shawn & his gf =)

SOMEONE ACTING BENG!

haha, he was complaining that he couldn't close his legs. nice.

(:

heheheee, photos from Samantha! This was what she did, but haiya just a rough idea of what we did on friday for AEEPS. Quite fun actually, but a little confusing and irritating.

Stupid confusing wires!

& yes, we were asked to put the 3 wires in. GRRR, damn hard and irritating.

I still can't accept the fact that I'm in EE Division because of ELTECH ): I still hate ELECTRICITY ): where's ME! ): ohwells. FACE THE MUSIC! Hahahaha!

lovelove!

2009-10-30T00:38:00.006+08:00

Cannot sleep as I had a nearly 2 hours nap earlier on.
So, my life now, on average I guess, not too bad(:

School as usual, yeah do have jokers in class. Hahahha.
Yes! I might be going to China for 6weeks during the next long holidays!
Yupp, really wanna give it a try for new experience. Seems pretty worth because we can SKIP EM3 and ONE STUPID IS. totally worth it for the sick of IS. HAHAAHHAHA. I'm just hoping that the 'budget hotel' is acceptable for me.

& yes! I guess I didn't mention about a filming production that I'm involved in right now!
My CATs teacher phoned me up during the holidays to ask if I want to be involve and yessss, I GOT A 'JOB' :D If I'm not wrong, its a film for all the NP lecturers to watch due to Open House next year. COOL RIGHT!
Its really fun to the max! Acted twice, on both Wednesdays. Sian, my acting CMI. HAhahaha!
But the main point is,
I AM GOING TO BE PAID LATER ON FOR EDITING THE VIDEOS!
$6.50 per hour!
& yes, CCA POINTS INCLUDED TOO. ahhhh, cannot wait manszxzs! Lucky I don't have school on Wednesdays :D

Wells, Fish & Co for lunch with classmates at IMM during our 3hours break ~~today~~ yesterday.
Back to school for stupid AEL practical. ITS REALLY 1000000x worst than ELTECH ): booo. Hate AEL.
Took class photos! Hahaha

(:

Okay, just want to let you know that when you are unhappy, I'm unhappy too.
Although you don't want me to worry and think so much, but still, ITS THERE.
Really, I don't want to get tired of all these ):

2009-10-25T12:03:00.004+08:00

yoooooszxzxs.
k, time to update. DEAD BLOG.
HELLO. school started and soso only.
Nothing really interesting or special. I still need time to adapt to this new class. Sian, when I'm too bored in class, I tend to think of all the ECPs. How Shuhui and I always slack, how funny those guys were, those times when we went to look for lecturers on our doubts and especially, I MISS OUR EG1 TEACHER ): sian to the max without P1C3 ):

I'm jealous. SO JEALOUS. @#%$^#$%&!@ cos people like Shuhui, Noel, Cheng Yong all in the same class, same goes to Fabian, Jiaen, Fuad & etc... UNLIKE MEEEE. blahhh, no one that I really know in EE division. I miss MDE ): alright, how much I say also useless. Oh well, but still, now I think lesser girls in class makes things better. Don't ask me why. Perhaps I'm just not used to a bunch of girls again. Feeling weird.

20th Oct was the BEST BIRTHDAY DAY EVER :D

school was way boring during the day. Especially IS. I got a not understanding lecturer -.- SUAY. Met Fabian after IS then came homeeee! Slack around while the rest were busy helping me putting up balloons etc... I was totally clueless about all the decorations and BUFFET. HAD A SHOCK MANSZXSSS! Hahaha, around 7pm, ECPs cameeeeee :)
Had dinner, chill around and cut birthday cake! YESSS! Everything went well! It was really fun! Everyone left around 10 I think and I was soooo tired.
Really don't know how to thank you all especially NEO SHUHUI. All I can say is, I LOVE MY ECPs!

Not forgetting every single of you who wished me Happy Birthday :)
Thank you thank you!

Making my wish...

lovely people whom I met in my life (:

HAHAHA. My little FEIPANG which I sleep with every night!

the third 22nd =)

Yes, I was bored during EG2! HEHEHEEE.

2009-10-18T20:34:00.005+08:00

I'm sorry for emoing so much previously.
I hope no one was offended at all especially about the chalet!

Sian, last day of holiday. Hate this feeling man! It came so happily and now ending so sadlyyy. BLAHH ): I WANT MORE HOLIDAYS COS I DON'T WANT TO DO ELECTRICITY/ELECTRONIC ):
I don't want to wake up early ):
I hate my timetable.):
I hate the 3hours break ):
I am worried about new friends ):
GRRRRR. K, emo me again ):

Oh wells, I SHALL BLOG ABOUT MY BIRTHDAY SURPRISE! :D

no wait, Monday was just uncle's wedding.
Okay, then SUNDAY. 11TH OCT.
Smsed YZ for fun saying whether I got birthday present or not. She & Bernice lied to me that Bernice forgot to buy and YZ was so angry. I made the effort to sms YZ, asking her to cool down okayy. Reached Sakae, I SAW A PINK HEART SHAPE BALLOON :)

YES, this pinky balloon! Okay, it so doesn't suit me. HAHA 'PRINCESS' in pink. LOL
but still, IT WAS REAL SWEET!

Okay, YZ still acted angry and Bernice was so 'scared'
eat eat eat ate ate ate. WE ORDERED SO MANY PLATES CAN.

Yes, okay. After eating, suddenly got an auntie took a green plastic bag out. Hinting to ME?! HAHAHAHA omg I was like, WHAT??? Okay, THEN I KNEW, I GOT TRICKED ):
LOL, sweet lovely girls went to get a cake for meee! & FURTHERMORE IT WAS MY FAVE COCO EXOTIC CAKE FROM FOUR LEAVES! Then they took out my birthday present! woohoooooo. touched eh! lol, but we were way too full so we went Esplanade to cut and eat!
Took damn freaking long to light up the candles cos the wind was way too strong. Haha, thank you YZ! She made lots of effort mansszxzs.
Okay, chilled till around 9pm and left (:
THANK YOU SO MUCH!

We knew each other for about a year only and it seems as if we knew each other for years!
OH YES! They made a video for meeee! & got me a mickey mouse schedule book! LOVE IT!

JOANNE, BE PREPARED FOR SCHOOL ):
& JOANNE. LOOK FORWARD TO TUESDAYYYYYYYYY!

2009-10-16T22:00:00.003+08:00

OKAY, I AM GONNA BLOG ABOUT CHALET FIRST.
About birthday celebration with YZ &Bernice, Uncle's wedding, I'll blog soon again (:
PROMISE!

IT WAS FINALLY CLASS CHALET ON TUESDAY!

off to Downtown East in the afternoon, slacked around when my mum helped me out with stuffs.

Mummy left around 5pm then Fabian and I were trying to cucumber, onion, BREAK THE CORN. HAHAHAHA. People started coming around evening and we started with BBQ (:

Yay i'm so glad I didn't need to BBQ AT ALL! HAHAHAHA, all the guys were doing it :D and I just happily ate all the cooked food. After dinner, all the guys started playing card games. The few of us played Indian Poker and it was really funny! HAHAHAHA
'you really don't want ah! sure or not. change lah! change... you see my face, must trust my words! look into my eyes...!!' HAHAHAHA all quoted from NOEL.

Shuhui finally called and reached at around 12midnight. Didn't tell her that ALL OF US were gonna pick her up! Back to chalet to slack again awhile more then off for night walk! HAHAHA. Went to some Mangrove place I think. NO IDEA WHERE. But it was really a small and narrow road! Furthermore, THERE WASN'T A SINGLE LAMPLIGHT OR LIGHT IN THAT ROAD but we still went in. Hahaha at least there was someone there for me to hold onto which ease me so much:) Shuhui held on so tightly onto me toooo. It was a pretty not too long nor short walk. But overall, enjoyment. & I kept thinking of RESPECT THE NIGHT. hahahahhaha! Back to chalet again after that. By then it was already 3am I think. All of us took our bath then some people went to sleep first. Something happened during that timing. Wells, chilled with Xiong, those few awhile then off to sleep at 5plus am. HAHA OMG YICHUN SNORES WITH HIS EYES OPENED. I asked why, stupid crappy reason 'EASIER TO SLEEP.' wth.

2nd dayyyy!
Woke up at 9plus. Couldn't really sleep then all of us went to eat at 1145. By the time we reach Macs, it was 1150 and we decided to wait for 12noon value meal :D HAHAHA. After Macs, went arcade then the guys went for pool and I just rot there man. LOL after pool, back to chalet for HEART ATTACK! ahhh! damn funnnn! LOL I kept screaming all the way! & Fabian could always see my cards so he always wanted me to win! HEHEEE, thanks! :D Soon, it was time for us to rent bikes! After renting, BBQ for dinner! YAY, our laoda Chee Zheng was damn cute! Hahaha he was sooo enthu in BBQ-ing. funnny! Good dinner! =) NIGHT CYCLING STARTED AT AROUND NINE PM! ALL THE WAYYYY TILL 3PLUS AM! :D shiok to the max! Especially when you're on the double bike! HAHAHA Xiong always cycles so fast! Went quite a few places... Changi Village, TP & somewhere near RedHouse I think. Not too sure, I just followed where they go. Chilled again at chalet till 6am! & we slept! (:

Last day!
Woke up at 9plus to pack, then back to sleep. checked out around 11plus. Okay, my mood wasn't that good. Everything didn't go smoothly. I hate it. Got so fed up and pissed that I almost used vulgarities =/ But I'm soooo glad Fabian was there for me. I don't understand why, I cry so easily nowadays. Even when I AM PISSED, I CRY. wth seriously! ANGRY, I CRY. I don't get it. I just cannot control! At least I'm glad I'm not alone (: thank you! Mrted to Tiong Bahru to get Fabian's ezlink done cos it was bent so spoilt -.- then home after that to sleeeeeep!

OKAY, emo stuffs again. Two things to talk about.

1) To YOU - Yes, I have to admit, I was really hurt that night. Really truly hurt by your words. I didn't even have that intention in my mind but yet you went to think about it. I'm sorry for breaking down immediately after hearing your words. I'm sorry for probably raising my voice at you. I know your sensitiveness isn't easy to get rid of, but you gotta promise me not to think so much in future okay :) I still love you.

2) Okay, a few people told and asked me, why I so emo and pissed during the chalet. Or rather, on the last day. I don't know but probably it was overall in general. You know, that feeling sucks when you put in so much effort into something but yet towards the end, no one knows how to appreciate what you've done? I HATE THAT FEELING OKAY. I can feel and sense it. I know it. I know who appreciates and who doesn't. Seriously, I AM NOT gonna get much involvement in chalet in future. Okay, probably to you, I'm sensitive. Whatever, but that's me. Still, I'm glad YOU were with me all these while, when I teared again at the food court. I'm so glad you understood my feeling, trying to cheer me up. I really appreciate it.
Alright, I'm not against anyone in particular. Its just an overall feeling. The end.

2009-10-10T23:31:00.010+08:00

Okayyy. I better update something. Tuesday to Thursday was just spending time with my family. Nothing much.

FRIDAY WAS GREAT! (yesterday)
I knew there must be something going on due to Clare's words on msn :)
Hahaha but didn't expect until that extend man.
I was told that Charmaine would be late thus I took my own sweet time to go Clare's house... 40mins late! But when I open the door, I walked in, "HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU ~ HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU ~ HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO JOANNEEEEE ~ HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU!" & I saw MinFeng, Lipin, Charis and Melody walking out from the kitchen! WOWWW, thanks girls! Really. I was touched :) Thank you Clarissa for buying the cake! It was really sweet, I LOVE IT. It's such a lovely 2009 :D Perhaps its gonna be the best birthday year ever!
especially when I'm SOOO EGOOO about my birthday this year, I don't know why:D

chilled at her place the whole day! CAMWHORING WAS THE BEST!
PIZZA FOR DINNER! woohooo! Free treat from Clare's mummy! Thanks Auntie! =)
Went downstairs to 'play sparkles' HAHA but it was a surprise for MELODY CHENGGG! :D
Yay October babies ROCKKKKK!
okay, she was really shocked too! Played number game! Fun to the max! I LOVE ITTT!
Oh, WOW, I FORGOT ALL ABOUT STELLA TAN UNTIL I MENTION NUMBER GAME! HAHAHAHA. Okay, I love her so much okay cause I made her eat lots of cheesecake! huarrryyy! Left at 10pm & home sweet home!

Saturday was great! Went Airport to slackkkk, get free air con then PS for arcadeeee! Yay, my basketball record goes up to 452 already! WOOOHOOOO. HAHAHHA, wells, it was after tiring 4 days man! Mrted to Vivo for Yiyi's birthday dinner. Fun with Samantha as usual. But no pics taken this time ): ahhhh, didn't really have the mood. You know why.

EH, a small 'boyboy' I spotted at the Airport!

HAHAHAHA.

& now I'm waiting to go for SAKAE SUSHI SOON! omg, Yanzhen & Bernice damn cute! Sms me so many times to say sorry about my present. AHHHAHAHAHA! Its okay man! I STILL LOVE YOU TWO! woohoooooo.

Shall take some pics these 2 days.

Yeah, perhaps I'm giving myself too much pressure. I don't know...
Few days ago, I went NP MeL, I look at my new modules, what assignments, what we are going to study etc, and it really suck. WHY IS AVT UNDER EE DIVISION! Seriously, everything is just about ELTECH. I really hope I didn't make the wrong choice.
I'm sure all my poly friends will say I'm crazy, so chiong for what but this is because I want things different.

I failed countless times in secondary school.
Now, I really don't want to fail again. I want to excel. I want to do well.
Okay, I haven't thought further than Poly, whether I'm going U or not, but I really want to prove to myself that I didn't make the wrong choice. I guess I'm just too sensitive over this issue now. Even my mum keeps telling me ever since I entered Poly, "Don't stress yourself too much. Just do your best." People like Hamdan always give me a nickname, 'CHIONGSTER' I don't really want to admit that, but well, maybe I am a little like Singaporeans, KIASU.

I'm sorry but I'm just like that. Maybe its just some phobia I had ever since secondary school.
I'm not surprised if any of my friends thinks that I'm insane but I can't take things easy. That's me.
I am weak. I hate to fail. I am not that brave as what you think. Others might face their mistakes and still stand strong. But I guess I cannot.

Honestly, its a very high possiblitiy of me being even more stress than sem 1 & I hate stress. I hate being controlled, I hate STRESS, I HATE FAILURES.

Can you believe it? After looking at those modules work, I didn't have the mood talking to Faeez at that time. Went offline, shut my com down, emo on the bed & I started crying.
Am I giving myself too much stress?
I wonder...

2009-10-06T16:53:00.005+08:00

LAST THURSDAY! Out with Mummy and met Auntie Ann again! Window shop for their dresses(: great day!

LAST FRIDAY! Free Lunch treat from LEE JIAEN! :D Thanks ah! HAHAHA went CURRY FAVOR to eat cause Yiting was working there and okay, we were pretty evil. OKAY, I ADMIT I WAS PRETTY EVIL. Not like someone else, deny bullying Yiting. AHHHAHAHA!
Off to PS for arcade as our stomachs were very bloated. Went back to Redhill to get my hair done. Blahh, its so straight. HAHA but better now :)

Saturday was just spending my day going to temples to pray both of grandfathers then collect something from JunJie and home! MY DAD WAS SO NICE TO TREAT ME TO ICHIBAN BOSHI :D and yayyyy. I ORDERED TEMPURA ICECREAM. Muhahahah!
TO SOMEONE: Are you tempted? *DON'T TEMPT ME!* heheheheee.

Went Jurong East on Sunday. Half regretted going. Spent my day there listening and bearing someone's crap. ANNOYING SHIT. Ohwells, I still love that house and place :) Childhood memories!

SENTOSA AGAIN YESTERDAYYYY! Quite fun!
I found another sport/game I suck at, VOLLEYBALL. HAHAHHA.

YAY, hotdog from school again :D thankyou.

acting cool but not cool.

COMMIT SUICIDE? :O oh please, you went to the wrong spot, its way too shallow here. HAHA.

our beautiful legs :)

WEIYAN EMOing AT THE BACK?

to dumbdumb:
hey you, I know you are sensitive as usual and I am not blaming you for that. At least I know, you love and care. Well, I don't want to hear millions of sorry from you anymore but just believe in yourself and believe in me. Don't think too much okay. The journey isn't ending yet. Thanks for being able accept who I am too. I know I am not a good one too.

2009-10-05T00:58:00.008+08:00

I WAS GLANCING THROUGH ALL MY VIDEO CALLS/WEB CAM PHOTOS and thus, I DECIDED TO BLOG SOME OF THEM HERE :D HAHAHA. memories~

OOVOO.

HAHAHA. Fabian's brother!

i look like shit here -.-

what's with Cheryl's serious face?! HAHAHAA.

CLARE'S DISTORTED FACE.

JUNJIE's RETARDED FACE :D

serious serious.

those time when we mugged till so 'early'

I DON'T LIKE THAT BISCUIT.

the period I got H1N1 and he was sick too ):

MY SEXY DISGUSTING FRIEND. HEHEEHEHEE :D

ACT CUTE! BUT MY DALE CUTER!

& RIGHT NOW, WITH JUNJIE. HAHAHAHA I WAS GIGGLING AWAY with his retarded hair and face! omgszxzs. HAHA.

THAT'S IT. RANDOM POST! will update real soon! =)
SENTOSA IN A FEW HOURS. YAY. bye.

2009-09-30T22:29:00.007+08:00

WAH. nice.

Thursday was just a met up with auntie ann and family. ahh but in the end didn't really hear much gossips -.- I was just playing with Samantha and Baby Jervin. HAHA.

SO CUTE RIGHT. OMG. SHUAI! ;) haha

hmmmmm.

*reading the newspaper?* woohooooo!

back to school last Friday as my msn got problem. sian, until now still got a little of problem. GRRRRR. annoying. I don't see what's so good about macbook. BLAH.
went to play pool at BTP after that! WAHHH, I feel that I improved! HAHAHAHA. yay yay. I was jumping away when I shot a ball in =/ oops. Okay, lovely morning spent. I HAD MY TOFU SOUP TOO! :D
Off to meet up with auntie ann etc after that(: just sat in the car from afternoon till night. HAHAHAH. fun lah :D

Had to stay at home during the weekend to take care of my ahma as my parents went to Malaysia due to my dad's uncle funeral.

Monday was baking cupcakes day at my house!
OKAY, YES, Clarissa did the MOST and Fabian did the LEAST:D HAHAHAHHA.
yay yay awesome day!(:

MAHJONG. omg I WANT TO PLAY MAHJONG.

I had the urge for pool on Tuesday thus we went for pool in the morning first. Sian, didn't get better. Okay, I'm stopping pool for time being. Went Clare's place for GUITAR HEROES! hahaha. still suck at drums man. siannn. OH, HER MUM SAID I SLIM DOWN TOO! HAHAHAHAHAHA. woooohoooo! :D:D:D k, went off pretty early, due to some reason. [I'm sorry, Clarissa! ): ]
Went Bugis, attempted to look for Shuhui aka my lovely icyhuihui but she seemed so busy so we didn't dare to disturb her. Basketball at arcade as usual, hang around awhile, then home sweet home!

I'm sorry but I think my mood wasn't that good.
YOU KNOW WHY.
'I thank you though' (:
although your reply is always 'okayokay chill chill' HAHAHA.

TODAY WAS WAYYYYYYYY TOOOOOO AWESOME SERIOUSLY.
Was on the phone with my lovely icyhuihui again for an hour around midnight and I decided to join her today to get her laptop done :D someone extra decided to tag along too :D HAHA. kidding!
it was soooooo fun and funny! You should really see how daidai and icyhuihui quarrel! & when we start suaning each other! omgszxzs. Brightens up my day! (:
I LOVE YOU GUYS ALL THE WAYYYY. Amazing people that makes me smiles :)
No stress and anger carrying along with me. You see, there's always a difference.
YOU KNOW IT ;)

Night was great! :) But I'm feeling quite guilty.
Am I being too selfish? I wonder...

2009-09-24T01:23:00.004+08:00

HELLO. It's 1:23AM NOW but I just feel like blogging. I don't know why :D Yes, that's me.

Awesome Seoul Garden day with Clare, Noel and Fabian. Went all the way to Ehub to eat as Clare's voucher can only be used there. not bad anyway :D

Yeah! Fried riceeee. WE CAME UP WITH THIS IDEA:D

After Seoul Garden, we made our way to Pasir Ris Park! Spent about half an hour walking cause Clare wanted to go playground. Okay lah, the long walk was worth it. HAHAHA, but someone who cannot chi ku kept complaining hot etc... SO WEAK. LOUSY. Anyway, SUPER FUN at the playground! HAHAHAHA. you guys should go my FB and watch those 2 videos! especially the one Noel and Fabian were sitting in. Yeah, I screamed throughout when I was in it =/ but it was really funnnn. I wouldn't mind trying it again! *although I think I will still scream eh*

Look at the lovely gay couple! =) *okay, Noel is being block*

WHEEEEEEEEE (: Swing is still the BEST! I can go higher than FABIAN. MUHAHAHAHA.
&I DIDN'T SCREAM OKAY.
ME AND NOEL!

Once again, a lovely day (:

I hope auntie ann won't last minute back out. Really want to meet her ): sighhh.

I still don't understand why I dislike them until now.
Thanks for listening to me just now (:
I think it will be a never ending thing huh. I'll just go on and on about this randomly. So, do mind me.

2009-09-22T23:01:00.006+08:00

HI PEOPLE :D yay. JOANNE IS SO SO HAPPY! :D until today, I'm still happy! HAHAHAA.
I AM A HAPPY GIRL. lalala~

recap recap!
SATURDAY - suppose to have lunch with JunJie and XueTing as I couldn't wait to redeem my FREE KFC MEAL :D but in the end, XueTing pangseh us! lol. so in the end only JunJie and I. After lunch at Marina, we spent nearly 2hours HOOKING TOYS! HAHAHAHA, I spent about 15bucks and JunJie spent 40plus, nearly 50! WTH. HAHAHAHA. rich boy, no choice :D AND WE WON THESE IN THE END!

AWESOME RIGHT. FIRST TIME IN MY LIFE, I MANAGE TO CATCH THESE TOYS! yay!
FUN FUN FUN! We're so gonna play again when we have money :D HAHAHAHA.

Left to meet Fabian after that cause I wanted to his one of his 'F4' BUT HIS FRIEND SO DAO -.- saw me, ran away. AM I SO SCARY? HAHAHAHHA.
went home after that! dinner with family at NUS.
Fun time with Samantha, as usual :D

HAHAHAHAH. NICE SHOCK FACE FROM HER.

Mickey's back! ;)

emo emo emo. nice.

NAUGHTY HER, see, a 6 year old kid bullying a nearly 17 year old person! :(

played one round of pool after slacking.
WAHHH, look pro ah! can play by herself!

BUT NOOO! HAHAHA, she still needed help.

nice day (:

SUNDAY - slacked at home till late afternoon, went Jurong East! WAH AFTER SO LONG! Go back to my ahma's house! WHEEEEE. still an awesome place! Dinner at Sakae Sushi then went IMM for shopping.

MONDAY - Out with my mum! hehehee, then wedding dinner at night (:
HI MUMMY :D

TODAY - perfect awesome day! (: I LOVE THE NUMBER 2! YAY.
Can't believe it though. Saw WenHao and some other SLs. SCARY. HAHAHAHA. Especially from what I think, he gave that kind of look.... sian. hahaha. OH WELL! I AM STILL HAPPY :D

2009-09-18T18:56:00.009+08:00

RESULTS ARE OUT! YAY(:
JOANNE IS HERE TO SHARE THE JOY!
JOANNE IS HAPPY AND CONTENTED! :D
My effort - not wasted!

I GOT INTO AVT (the course I wanted that's why I came ECP) and my GPA is 3.8!

HAHAHAHA! Many people did better than me, but well, I AM CONTENTED :D
ehehehehehee. NICE ONEEE! :D

JunJie and Yiting got 3.96! cool right! INSANEEEEE. Haha!

Out with Shuhui and Fabian today. Went Tampines to shop (:
Faeez came to look for us awhile tooooo! HAHAHAHA.
IT WAS AN AWESOME DAY! Really fun and loving day :D especially when there's Faeez.
You should see his reaction when you tell him something surprising. HAHAHHAHA.
It was a day to laugh throughout (:
I FEEL SOOOOOOOO HAPPY! WHEEEEEEEEE.

Fights started at TOY R US! lol.

whack whack whack!
I AM JUST TAKING MY REVENGE. HAHAHHA. NOT BULLYING OKAY.

I LIKE THIS MATCH BELOW :D HAHAHAHAHA!
*trying to pick the ball up to throw at her face!*

another nice one :D

RANDOM.

feels soooooo awesome to hang out with poly friends (:
feels soooooo different from hanging out with __ _____.
I don't know why, don't ask me. But I just can't really talk or get along well with them.
The feeling is just so different and weird.

OH WELL! Lunch with XueTing and JunJie tomorrow! I'm looking forward! HAHAHA.
FREE KFC MEAL THAT'S WHY :D thanks ah!
Exciting week coming up!
OMG, TUESDAY, WEDNESDAY, THURSDAY :D

你不要再來煩她了好不好！
你根本就不懂得什麽是愛！
我已經覺得很内疚了。。真的對不起。
但我真的希望你能夠醒一醒。

還有，想對你說，不要太傷心了。
不是世界末日！
從現在起，我們一起努力！
我要你下次考得比我好OKAY! :D

2009-09-16T20:12:00.008+08:00

HELLO (: yay. HAHAH okay, random.
Nothing to do now! So I shall blog :D

two random pics from sentosa last week :D
the girls!
Serene, Shuhui's sister, Shuhui and the awesome ME =)

the guys!
DAIDAI, Xiong and xiong in the mini toons plastic bag, Jiaen, Noel! HAHAHA.

okay, on Monday, went to Fabian's house for Mahjong. WeiYan is still so serious as usual even when we were playing mahjong for fun, without money. ohwells, Noel is soooo funny! HAHAHAHA. I LIKE HIM. HAHAHAHHA! as he always shoots Fabian's words :D

Noel: I think the courses make sense leh, if you really think about it. / I hope the courses won't change.
He went over and over again about this topic and all you hear from Fabian is,
Fabian: NOEL! Can you just keep quiet! / Can you shut up! / Stop it lah!

HAHAHAHAHA! and even much more funnier ones! ESPECIALLY THE ONE ABOUT THE TONGUE! JOKER!

Anyway, after Mahjong at his place, we went to Jurong Point to shop for YiChun's birthday present! YAY bought him an Adidas tee! Home after that (:

Tuesday -
met Yanzhen in the afternoon! SO SORRY FOR BEING LATE! AHHH, stupid bank! Waited so freaking long! BLAH. BUT I FINALLY GOT MY FIRST ATM CARD :D YAYY. MY FIRST CARD! HAHAHAHA. Went window shopping, burger king, catch up with each other. really enjoyed it (: Haven't been really catching up with her much ever since I entered Poly.
She left at around 3plus and I went to meet Xiong and Fabian. Looked for Noel at his work place, waited for him to knock off then headed to Ion to meet Jiaen. Window shop then went Tiong Bahru Plaza for dinner. Arcade awhile then walked to Valley Point around 7plus to give YiChun a surprise for his birthday which his girlfriend planned. HAHA so nice and sweet! Oh well, we rotted and waited for the birthday boy to come till around 9plus. Ate ice cream in between! NICEEE :D Yay, the surprise was a good one! Left after eating the cake and home!

Wednesday -
SHOPPING DAY! YAY, I bought a dress for weddings to attend soon!
& I got a new pair of newurban slippers! yay yay.
HAPPY DAY :D

HAPPY BIRTHDAY YICHUN!

AT student! NOT BAD AH. HAHAHAHHA!
I will still visit you at Ice Cream Gallery in future :D I PROMISE! hahaha!

was talking to Shuhui on the phone the other night for an hour.
wow, its always never ending stuffs that I need to say. SIGHHH.
I wonder... I really wonder...

2009-09-13T00:39:00.008+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY CHARMAINE TAY, MY BELOVED ERJIE! :D

woooohooo! so happy! ever since sec2, until now we can still catch up with each other once a while! :D feels really great! I LOVE YOU!

Okay, wow we actually know which course we going to already.
Yeah, I MADE IT. Only 4 spaces available for AVT and I made it :)
contented! at least I did well but still, STRESS. I'm gonna feel really stress again, or rather, EVEN MORE STRESS! blahhh! & I'm separated from everyone ): DAMN SAD. SIANNN.

THOSE ABOVE ISN'T CONFIRMED! ): Hahaha, according to Yong Xian who called up the school, they don't know why the courses are being put up too -.- OH WELL! I hope I did okay.
FABIAN! STILL GOT HOPEEEEEE! :D

Oh well, to YOU, cheer up (: don't emo already!
YOU HAVE MEEEE :D HAHAHAHAHA.

It was a really short one at Sentosa yesterday. Played volleyball and we went off -.- quite wasteful but no choice! HAHHAHA.
SAKAE WAS WAY TOO AWESOME THOUGH :D 12 of us were there! Not bad man.
Lots of laughter although I didn't feel well in between.
I LOVE MY FRIENDS! :) thanks guys! HAHAHAHAHA. yayy! XIONG LIKES XIONG! :D
then they came to my house for mahjong at around 7plus. super last minute decision. HAHAHA not bad ah, they could still play till 10plus! :D yay! MAHJONG SOON AGAIN! TOMORROW! I AM JUST GONNA WATCH THEM PLAY :D HAHAHAHA.

WOOHOO! FABIAN WENT ALL THE WAY TO SCHOOL TO GET ME HOT DOG IN THE EARLY MORNING WHICH I WAS COMPLETELY CLUELESS ABOUT! THANK YOUUU :D

2009-09-10T19:17:00.002+08:00

It's time to just have a short update! :D
I FINALLY WENT OUT TODAY! YES! AFTER ONE PATHEIC WEEEEEEK!
K, I love today. Day with TRIPLETS. Yupp, still feels good being out with them especially when I haven't seen ERJIE for a looooooong time! :D:D Pictures are all with them... :)

By the way, HAPPY BIRTHDAY JUNXIONG!

HAHAHAHA. XIONG XIONG XIONG. love calling him that.
LOL, thanks for being such an awesome and helpful friend! :D:D
sad that we will not be classmates anymore I think ):

Okay! Now, should I go Sentosa tomorrow? ):
My mum don't allow me to but I want.... and I really don't want to get into trouble again.. SIGH.
NEVERMIND, THERE'S STILL SAKAE :D
I don't think its gonna worth all my money but at least, I THINK CAN LAH. Sit for 3hours, share the food :D IT'S OKAY. FABIAN WILL HELP ME FINISH IT :D HAHAHAHAHAA.

YAY, I'm such a lucky girl. JUNJIE OWES ME A KFC MEAL! FREE MEAL FOR MYSELF! WAIT TILL I'M FULLY RECOVERED :)

OKAY, I WILL TAKE PICTURES TOMORROW! IT WILL BE A FUN DAY! :D

2009-09-06T10:01:00.003+08:00

OMG OMG OMG. I AM FINALLY USING THE COM AFTER SOOO LONG.
Suffered soooo much since Wednesday evening. Vomited whatever I ate too. Seriously, this is the WORST sickness I ever had. WORST OF THE WORST! Getting H1N1 also not that bad, at least better than this stupid virus infection. Doctor even said, A BAD ONE ): blahhh.
I had 4 injections altogether ever since Wednesday night. 3 on my BUTTand 1 on my arm. TERRIBLE PLEASE.
I almost wanted to give up on myself and just faint or immediately admit to hospital. K, but this is good too. I learnt a lesson. I'm going to take good care of my stomach and gastric problems from now on! People, NO JOKE. You will really regret if you get the same problem as me! ):

monday - BACK TO MG! WOOOHOOO I totally miss LAOSHI :) haha both of us very funny huh. wanted to sms each other to just catch up but in the end both parties never -.- Saw Ms Or, TELLING HER THAT I PASSED ELTECH PRACTICAL! 50 on the dot. and she was saying not bad ah. WTH. haha! Feels pretty good to go back as an ex-student cause you can break the school rules! :D

tuesday - HAPPY TEACHERS' DAY! Went to EG1 teacher's house on that day and yeah lah, we kinda did it. AHAHAHA. yayy, so fun (: must do again next time! Went to Bukit Timah Hawker Centre to eat satay with Fabian and Junxiong after the surprise and UNFAIRRR. THEY BULLY MEEEE ):

wednesday - happy and sad day. Happy cause I met awesome friend but sad cause after what I ate in the afternoon, the virus came from don't know whereeee.

thursday till today - rotting at home, feeling sick, not allowed to go out ): my family is so superstitious. isit a good or bad thing? I AM SO SORRY STELLA AND LUCAS ): we will meet up soon okay!

Thanks for all the concern too (:
Fabian, JunJie, Hamdan, Shuhui (who for once kept calling me instead of me calling her), Clarissa & many more!

2009-09-01T13:28:00.001+08:00

I AM SO FREAKING SENSITIVE.

I HATE THIS. TELL ME WHY. YUCK.

GRRR.. AM I ASKING TOO MUCH?

I HATE IT I HATE IT I HATE IT.

I FEEL LIKE CRYING AGAIN, RIGHT NOW.

I SUCK.

2009-08-30T20:49:00.010+08:00

wow, if you see my previous post, all my plans, more than half of it didn't work out -.- COOL RIGHT.

monday, 24th:
HAHA! Fabian's gang suppose to go his house for Mahjong but in the end all never go -.- thus I missed a chance to play WII. SAD. never mind, we accompanied Shuhui to collect Senere windbreaker but terrible, so many problems. HAHA window shopped at J8 and it was pretty fun cause Fabian got 'electric shock' ! HAHAHA. :D:D thanks Shuhui ;)
left to meet Jiaen and Yiting for THE PROPOSAL! nice one. Cassie spotted me outside the cinema! HI CASSIE :)
Dinnered at New York New York and an end with a McFlurry is way too awesome!

tuesday, 25th:
YANZHENNNN! yayy i finally saw her! :D
I MISS YOU okay. stop saying 'joanne wang le wo' and stuffs. I'm hurt you know ): HAHAHA.
Okay, I was soooo nice to bring Samantha along. Picking her up is terrible. sooo mafan. LOL.
never mind, met Yanzhen at VivoCity and basically we just slacked, window shop, attempted to find Sam's mum but failed. LOL.
PICTURES FOR NOW!

wednesday, 26th:
WOOOHOOO! SENTOSA DAY! HAHAHA main point was to ahem, GET TANNED! YOU KNOW IT! ;)
HAHAHAHAHAHAH. tanned tanned. But in the end, SIAN. So far only WeiJian said I look darker ): I AM GOING SENTOSA SOON AGAIN.

thursday, 27th:
out with Mummy and the new maid.
HAHA, went Bugis for macs then Plaza Sing all thanks so Shuhui!
shopped around then went home around 4plus 5.
nothing much huh.

friday, 28th:
MORNING WAS AWESOME!
k, then met JunJie and WeiJian at Bugis first.
HAHAHAHA sorry JunJie! When I saw him at Bugis station, first thought that came into my mind,
'a 10year old kid going to a nearby hawker centre to buy chicken rice!' HAHAHA. damn funny manszxzs!
then he started repeating 'rotting, stonning' to make me feel guilty but at least I wasn't the latest! :D
After WeiJian reached, went to look for Shuhui then went to find FOOD to eat. Guys are so indecisive too -.- Both of them took soooo long to decide what to eat!
In the end, we settled down at some NanXiang Chinese Restaurant HAAH. XIAO LONG BAO! BUN! LOL.
nice nice.

BUT WAIT, JUNJIE AND WEIJIAN KEPT BULLYING MEEE. ESPECIALLY TAN JUNJIE.
STOP DABIAN-ING -.-

HAHA. JUNJIE WANTED TO COVER HIS FACE BUT FAILED! :D

Went over to iluma after that.
Xueting and Nicholas joined us soon after that. Wanted to watch Orphan but it was ex at Filmgrade. Arcade awhile then went to Plaza Sing for arcade AGAIN! terrible. But basketball was good.
Dinnered at don't know where then went home!

saturday, 29th:
'PICNIC DAY' man!
tried having it at Marina Barrage but they started complaining too hot -.- so we went to Esplanade instead.
HAHAHAHA but it was really fun huh.
like laughing damn loudly in the MRT and playing the stupid scissors paper stone. Losers had to do forfeit.
but I really enjoyed it (: thanks people!

Went for Mayday's concert after that! WHEEEEE. WU YUE TIAN. OMG OMG.
they're still the BEST TAIWANESE ROCK BAND PLEASEEEE.
their concerts are always soooo freaking awesome!
especially MONSTER and ASHIN. shuai to the maxx! WHEEE :D:D just look at how Monster poses when he's playing the guitar is ENOUGH. woah woah. I STILL LOVE THEM! ALL THE WAYYYY.

okay! another exciting week coming up!
ITS TIME TO REVEAL THE TRUTH! WE SHALL SEE ;)

2009-08-25T12:38:00.003+08:00

k, you know what, EXAMS ARE OFFICIALLY OVER! and its HOLIDAYYYYY!

alright, i'm rotting right now. sian, its so boring. ANYONE WANTS TO DATE ME OUT?! :D

I want and don't want to work.
I feel like working for 1-2 weeks but not throughout my holidays. SIAN. I don't know huh.

okayy, my plans so far!
today - out with yanzhen and samantha later!
tomorrow - maybe meet up with grace.
thursday - either out with mummy or go clarke quay rot.
friday - SENTOSA!
next monday - BACK TO MG?! I MISS LAOSHIIII :)

alright alright, i'm bored to death. k, i shall go find something to do :D

2009-08-22T22:02:00.006+08:00

HAHAHAHA. SOMEONE DREW THIS! I wonder whoooo....

k, hvn blogged for quite a while.
busy studying and slacking at the same time :D

alright, life still pretty much the same.
just that after monday, you will see me going out almost everyday to play! hahaha!

i got pictures to update alreadyyy (: from AHMA's birthday dinner!

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY! :D:D

YOU ARE LOVED! Heheheehe, she's still so cute as always! =)

我以爲你是一個無辜清白的人。
我還以爲我應該感到萬分的内疚。
我以爲我真的能夠相信你。
可是，現在我知道我錯了。
或許，你是在故意刺激我而且我根本不知道你的頭腦在裝些什麽！
拜托，不要當你身邊的人是代替品好不好！
長大吧！
你好煩哦！

ONE MORE PAPER TO GO! :)

2009-08-13T19:48:00.000+08:00

I AM OFFICIALLY DONE WITH COMPRO :D:D

YESSSS! damn freaking happy! HAHAHA I was high all the way through yesterday after the test! WOOOOOOHOOOO! Life is sooooooo good to have awesome classmates around you! I was stuck at the stupid maximum point for question 1 yesterday during the test. Although time was up, I randomly tried a little while more and I don't know since when did Cheng Yong appeared at the back of me. He started helping me with it then came in Chee Zheng and YiChun too. Seriously, I don't know when they came in lah, but really, AWESOME GUYS. Thanks sooooo much! :D I really wanted to give up already, but instead, they gave me hope and helped me all the way through till I got it ! THANK YOU PEOPLE :D

SIAN! Tomorrow, last lesson with them already! Ahhh, kinda sad man. I am used to this class already... Can we not change? ): Then I cannot laugh at them anymore, giving them that weird smile! SADDD.
HOLIDAY IS GETTING NEAR! But also, EXAMS ARE REALLY REALLY NEAR.
I'm kinda done with ENGMECH! Yes! Left with a little EG1 and lots of stupid ELTECH. sian! But nevermind, THERE's STILL ONE WEEK FOR ELTECH :D:D HAHAHA.

alright, these few days, nothing much lah. Leading a normal life :D
there's always up and down in life.
Still, I would say, I AM HAPPY!

wahh, I need to camwhore REALLY SOON.
no pics man ):

24TH AUGUST. I AM WAITING :D:D
FREEDOM!

2009-08-09T22:59:00.003+08:00

SIAN. Blogger is still having some stupid problem! ^##$@#$@Q@%
OH WELL! HAPPY NATIONAL DAY! HAHAHA!
FIREWORKS WAS AWESOMEEE :D
Not only that though! HAHA everything else were awesomeeee!
OH YES, I can't believe it with my own eyes!
Rotted at esplanade area this late afternoon. One group of youngsters and those boys look so youngggg but they were actually SMOKING! Wth man, seriously. WHAT IS THIS. Totally can't believe it! WITH MY OWN EYES INFRONT OF ME ?! Those boys are obviously so much younger than me! SAD. tsk tsk tsk.

Okay, nothing much to blog about actually.
Exams are REALLY NEAR.
and I'm DYING for ELTECH and COMPRO!
I seriously hate programming ever since we came back to school from our 2weeks break.

WAH SIAN, no pictures to update man!
NDP dance was great! AHH, I was totally freaked out during first half of the song! But well, I ENJOYED TOWARDS THE END! HAHAHAHA. K, thanks to my awesome dancing partner, FAEEZ! :D

ME AND YITINGGGG :D:D

FAEEZ, HAMDAN AND MEEEE. my fave studying gang! :D:D

WAH JIAEN! I AM EXTRA HERE HOR! :P

2009-08-05T22:23:00.001+08:00

HAHAHAHAHAHA.
I AM FINALLY FREEEE!
I mean, after one week, BACK TO SCHOOL!

wah, that feeling is damn weird man.
Like super long never go back. HAHA. OH WELL!
School was really awesome today all thanks to one joker.
JOKER OF THE DAY - CHENG YONG.

HAHAHAHAHAHA. seriously! During Compro, I was already laughing throughout, causing me not to pay attention to lesson. During EG1, more jokes came in!
Okay lah, I think honestly, its all surrounded with topic concerning Fabian. OKAY, I ADMIT THIS. HAHA but its just soooooo funnyyyy!

Fabian: They actually mail me the letter leh, to my house.
Cheng Yong: yin wei ni jia hen kao jing mah!

HAHAHAHAAHAHAHA, omgszxzzs. I don't know lahhhh but its just HILARIOUS, TO THE MAX.

Okay, still, I'm feeling REALLY GUILTY NOW ):
SORRY SORRY!
I'm so sorry!
MY FAULT ):
waste money and timeeeee.
SORRYYYYYYYYY.
I'm gonna feel guilty for a period man ):

I LOVE THEM! Really. can we not change class and courseeee ):
life is totally awesome with awesome people around you!
YOU ALL CHANGED ME. THIS IS A FACT! :D
JOANNE LIM IS HAPPY! for now.

2009-07-30T00:10:00.002+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY FAEEZ! (:

WOOHOOOO its my awesome joker friend's birthday today! YAY.
Hahah! Thanks for being such an awesome joker and classmate!
Its never boring hanging out with you! Especially those studying period before our CTs!
YESSS, WE WILL STILL HAVE IT SOON OKAY! Wait till I recover... HAHA.

Omg, half of my classmates are sick now.
This is terrible... HAHAHAHA. But quite funny!

Thanks for being so awesome.
I know you are taking this seriously, especially through your actions.
I LOVE IT!

PEOPLE, stop asking me questions about who am I refering to in my blog post. THEY know who I am refering to.
THE END!
LOVE LOVE LOVE! woohoooooo.

EDITED!
HAHAHAHAHA, quite funny! Emailed my class advisor yesterday due to my positive results and he sent this email to my classmates this morning.

"Dear Students

Joanne from ECP- P1C3 informed me that her doctor has confirmed her results for H1N1 is positive.
If you have been in close contact with her before, and you are feeling unwell, having high fever, sore throat, flu-like symptom... etc.
please go and consult a doctor IMMEDIATELY.
Do not come to school when you are not feeling well.

Take care!"

FUNNY MAN.. siannnn, I don't want to go for ECPRO make up lesson next week! blahh.
BUT YAY, MY FEVER-IS-GONEEE! :D
Left with FLU!
and YAYYYY! I think I can return school on Monday! Woohoooooo.
Thanks for all the concern! especially NP peeps! HAHA.

2009-07-29T12:15:00.002+08:00

WAH SHIT. I think its all my fault.
ITS MEEEEEEEEE.
I spread to 3 people manszxzs!
GRRRRRR.

Fabian, Hamdan and Shuhui! ALL sick -.-
OMGGGGG.
I really pray that none of my other classmates fall sick anytime from now too. OH NOOOO.
ITS ME. ME. ME.
die die die.
can't believe it.

School was totally bad yesterday. Shivered badly during ELTECH tutorial and COMPRO. Stayed throughout due to Mech test. Went to see doctor after that. Stupid doctor! Freaking me out -.-
'OH no, quite bad huh. Terrible... I will give you MC for... tomorrow, tomorrow..... and tomorrow'
and said stuffs like, I'm under pending too -.- SIAN. Tuesday then know results. GRRR.
HOW HOW HOW ):
I'm gonna feel guilty REALLY GUILTY.

Wah, 7 MG Girls including me also sick -.- WELL DONE!
I AM SO SORRY, MY FRIENDS! ):

2009-07-26T14:34:00.004+08:00

Okayyy there's still some stupid prob with blogger. GRRR... that's why I didn't bother updating. NEVERMIND! I must make it alive again. Since no one's tagging ): Oh well! Life's been pretty alright I guess. Still slacking throughout, hvn really started my serious study. THIS IS BAD BAD BAD.

FOUNDERS ON FRIDAY! :D Okay, pretty alright. At least I saw a few awesome friends! ESPECIALLY JASMINE PHAY. I don't know why! Hahaha! I MISS HER SO MUCH! LOL.
4S'08 ! (:

OH YAH, MS OR AND DIANE SAID I LOST WEIGHT :D:D:D HAHAHAHAHA so cool! lol.

Okay, thennnn, rushed back all the way to school for stupid ECPRO -.- did the dumb competition and I think Shuhui and I got the LAST. JUST PASS. HAHAHAHA.

Yes yes, awful, I KNOW.

My parents went for the NP parents meeting thingy yesterday, my class advisor, Mr Chew showed my parents my CTs results and my dad got damn high the WHOLE DAYYY. TOTALLY IN THE GOOD MOOD. FIRST TIME EH. It never ever happened in secondary school. HAHAHAHA. Oh well, high tea with my parents at the 70th storey was great! I wonder when was the last time the 3 of us settled down together for a proper meal?

was pretty busy after high tea. SIAN. okay nevermind! HAHAHAHAHA. I love my life now :D

I'm so sorry but I have to do this to you.
I know I hurt your feelings but all I can say is sorry to you.
Perhaps, I feel that its better to let you know the truth earlier than later?
I don't know if I actually made the wrong decision by telling you now, afterall, we still have to face the music right?
I AM SO SORRY. SORRY. SORRY.
Forgive me, that's all I ask for.
SORRY.
WE ARE STILL AWESOME FRIENDS! WOOOOOHOOOOO! :D

But you, strengthen me.
You make me feel alive every single minute (:
I know and I can tell, you are putting the effort in.
I love your honesty :D
Thank you (:

OH YES, I'm VERY impatient. I HATE draggy stuffs.
YOU KNOW IT. Hahahahahaha.

2009-07-21T21:30:00.006+08:00

Okay, I'm NOT suppose to be here right now, many many stuffs for me to do... But I'll just randomly update a little :D Since days in school have been pretty alright for the past 2 days. PLAYED BASKETBALL ON BOTH DAYS! WOOHOOOO. But very suay today -.- 1st match, I hurt my fingers so I stopped halfway. Continued some time later with another random group of guys. HAHA, I like that match though. NOT THAT SCARY AS COMPARED TO THE FIRST ONE. But anywayyy, I was so suay, THE BALL HIT MY FACE DIRECTLY! Hahaha, first thing I worried was my specs! But okay, wasn't THAT BAD although it was REALLY DIRECTLY ONTO MY FACE. LOL.

Alright, this is a very random and short post (: OH, I TOTALLY SCREWED ELTECH PRAC TODAY. TOTALLY. TOTALLY. TOTALLY. ))))): ELTECH - DIEDIEDIE.

stop me from sitting the roller coaster. it wasn't that long, but still, it somehow makes me tired. ENOUGH. just say it please. SAY SOMETHING to let me stop riding. STOP dragging it. ENOUGH.

2009-07-17T21:18:00.006+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MUMMY! :D:D:D

Okay, forcing myself to put on a smile now, infront of them, but I think it didn't went well, as usual. I NEED TO LEARN HOW TO LIE. Darn it. This shouldn't be the wayyy! ITS MY MUM's BIRTHDAY TODAY. AND I CRIED -.- so freakking irritated.
Nope, it isn't about compro. I'm somehow alright with it. I mean, I think I did my best. BUT IF I CAN ACTUALLY PASS, ITS A MIRACLE.

But oh well, perhaps I'm just pissed over 2 of my family members.
YOU - GAVE STUPID EXCUSES. IT DIDN'T WORK. FAKE. PLEASE, YOU CAME HOME SO EARLY, NEVER TAKE THE INITIATIVE TO GET A CAKE?
YOU - YOU REALLY PISSED ME OFF ALL THE WAY THROUGH. COME ON MAN! LOOK AT WHO'S BIRTHDAY IT IS.
Firstly, all I wanted from you was a helping hand. AND WHAT ANSWER YOU GAVE ME?! "Why must I buy?! You buy lah!" FINE. I buy.
Next, I came home, when I saw you, I WANTED TO SLAP YOU. YOUR FACE AND EVERYTHING, IT SUCK.
Thirdly, during dinner, YOU BLAMED ME HUH. Okay, perhaps I'm just too sensitive over your words. But still, "Because of Joanne lah! We cannot go out and eat!" CAN'T YOU JUST SHUT UP. IT ISN'T YOUR BIRTHDAY ANYWAY.
Lastly, WHAT RIGHT DO YOU HAVE TO ASK PEOPLE TO HURRY CUT CAKE. Must I repeat again? ITS NOT YOUR BIRTHDAY. PLEASE, basic respect! COME ON MAN. Look at who you are talking to! You are just an immature, childish kid. REALLY, ITS UP TO MY TOLERANCE LEVEL. I really want to SCREAM at you. I WANT TO REPEAT AGAIN, YOU DON'T DESERVE ANY RESPECT FROM ME SINCE YOU DON'T KNOW HOW TO RESPECT OTHERS. GROW UP!

I was crazy. When I got into the car, I screamed at my dad -.- and I cried. MAD. WHAT'S WITH MEEEE. It's always this month. ALWAYS. sucks.

Okayyy but still, HAPPY BIRTHDAY MUMMY(: hehehehee, the best mummy everrr! I still love her as much as before! :D I shall not type more about her here, cause it will be NEVER ENDING! Still, THANK YOU & I LOVE YOU!

Well, things isn't that smooth this week. I don't know, I think its just me. Something is wrong.
有時候，我真的希望我能夠有一個肩膀來依靠。。。
Am I being spinned around? Stop me please, and tell me.

2009-07-14T20:04:00.002+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO FABIAN NG! :D

Hehehee, although we've known each other for only a few months, but still, thanks for being such an awesome friend, especially as a RUBBISH BIN! :D
I'll never forget the first incident on how we communicated in the library, how DAO you were! But okay lah, its fun hanging out with you now (: YOU BETTER APPRECIATE THE BOARD OKAYYYYYY. anyway, YOU OWE ME ONE NOW! SOON. REAL SOON.

Went school earlier to get Fabian's present done, but he totally pranked on us, saying that he wasn't feeling well, not coming to school but his motive was to find out where we were and get his present -.- WELL, SHUHUI WAS SOOOO ANGRY initially. HAHAHAHA. Quite funny eh.

However, school hasn't been that good today during the day. I was pretty emotional, I don't know why. Too bored during ELTECH, started telling Shuhui some stuffs AND I STARTED CRYINGGGG. Siaooooo man. But I realised I hvn been crying for months huh. Starting to think back about lots of stuffs, hmm, I don't know. Emotional month, maybe? Kinda pissed off in the afternoon too, but at least, towards the end, the mini celebration cheered me up?! :)

After ENGMECH, we rushed down, bought cake and stuffs. Went to Canteen1! Well, I think it's pretty obvious lah, but still, it went well! (:

HAHAAHA, OOPS! I BLOCKED CHENGYONG!

*Faeez and Hamdan not inside as they came in later*
a bunch of crazy and loving classmates you can never find anywhere else! :D

THAT'S ALL FOR NOW! GRR, need to START STUDYING COMPRO and do my EG1! ):
AHHHH, I'M SO DEAD FOR COMPRO TEST ON FRIDAY!

OH WAIT, I AM REPEATING THIS AGAIN. I KNOW MY CLASSMATES READ MY BLOG SO PEOPLE, TAG CAN! -.- Hahaha

我又開始想太多了。
不知爲什麽，每當我一提起你，我的眼淚就開始流下。
如果你問我，真正哭的原因是什麽，對不起，我無法回答你因爲連我自己也還在尋找答案。
但到如今，最重要的一點我想對你說“我愛你”

2009-07-12T16:56:00.011+08:00

Hmm, looking back, I feel that I was pretty childish last time.
What are the things which makes me childish? Countless. I don't know how to explain this, but it feels as if I'm different from the past. The feeling is rather weird. I don't know when this feeling started but it was just a different me. Probably you reading this, would not agree. I don't know.

I walked into Comics Connection few days ago. A bunch of secondary school girls were mesmerized by their idol photos etc... "Help me choose which one nicer!" Hmm, this brings me back lots of memories. I think, it's slowly fading off. I don't know if its a good thing or not. Probably, it is. Maybe I've grown up a little? Yeah, maybe. Okay whatever. I'm just crapping stuffs out.

HAD LOTS OF FUN YESTERDAY! HHAHAHA. I felt stupid. LIKE REALLY STUPID. LOL. Fabian self-quarantined himself at home for 3days already so he wanted to go out. Okay, fine... Went out and brought Samantha along since she was staying over at my place! Hang out at Bugis, doing nothing much. Clarissa joined us and went for MANG GUO BING! Woohoooooo! Camwhored at the shop! Hehehehee *waiting for pictures*
Clarissa left for church, then we walked to City hall area. Dinnered at Marina Square then ESPLANADE! YAHOOOOO! They were having rehearsals for NDP! Shiok ah! I got pretty high, probably I felt it wasn't a waste to bring Samantha out and that she could see some 'free performance' HEHEHEE. But we were DAMN SUAY too -.- The fireworks were about to start, just at this moment, IT SUDDENLY POURED! RAINED HEAVILY )))): FIREWORKSSSSSS! ):
Nevermind then, we wanted to leave, BUT SO SUAY AGAIN, THEY CLOSED THE ROAD -.- so no buses. Borrowed those 'plastic raincoats' (okay can't rmb the exact name for it) from random people, ran in the rain, to the next shelter. ONLY UNTIL THEN, I REALISED WE COULD TAKE THE UNDERPASS AT ESPLANADE ITSELF -.- stupid and blur to the maxxxx! Okay lah, but it was pretty fun too. HAHAHA. Like I was laughing while walking/running in the rain.

Before running/walking in the rain,
Me: Later don't walk too fast ah!
While we were in the rain,
Fabian: YOU ASK ME DON'T WALK SO FAST THEN NOW YOU WALK SO FAST!

HAHAHAHAHAHA, damn funnyyy! Glad that Samantha wasn't too wet though.
Okay, FABIAN! Did I wack you too hard ah? HAHAHAHA. paiseh! I wacked him until he was rolling over on the ground. HAHA. oops! SORRY! Since when could I wack people so hard....? HMMMM.

I LIKE THIS PICTURE!! The way both of them sit and pose. HAHAHAHA. Blue and red! so cute! LOL.

Haha, I know, I think my classmates are gonna start saying stuffs again -.- AS USUAL. as I know, THEY READ MY BLOG.

edit:
突然閒好想用華文打字。不知爲什麽，不知是不是我變了？還是，那只是我的幻想、我的敏感度？
有時我在想，是不是慢慢的，你或你變得好陌生？爲什麽你要擺出那種假假的你呢？爲什麽？一分鐘，你讓我覺得我好幸福但在下一秒，那一個你突然變了樣！我好討厭這一種感覺好不好！你以爲這種遊戲很好玩啊？！爲什麽爲什麽。。。我真的不知道。
但至少我現在知道我不再是一個人。在我現在的每一天，我起床，我看到太陽，看到陽光，在我身邊，我得到的是溫暖而不再是折磨。我只是希望你不是在你需要我的時候來找我，而至少你當我有真正存在的含義。
真正的快樂 -- “快樂” 這個詞，你明白嗎？我想，我在字典裏找到答案、會回答了。至少我現在我得到快樂。
真的真的很謝謝你！我知道我也相信是你，一直保護我。是你，從來沒有離開過我的身邊。是你，一定是你。我知道我不會猜錯。我會牢牢記住，是你。我愛你！

我發現，我們真的是來自不同世界的人。你覺得呢？
我，是不是長大了？

2009-07-11T11:18:00.001+08:00

YAHOOOOOO! Do I actually have things to blog?
Hmmm, not really I guess. Then why am I here?! I also don't know eh?
HAHAHA, okay random stuffs then!

school's still enjoyable, as usual. Still laughing madly everyday. Jokes and jokers everywhere.
HAHAHAHAHA, YiChun and JunXiong think that my ears got problem cause I can't really get what they're saying most of the time, especially their CHINESE. They speak CHIM CHINESE. Hahaha! FUNNY EH! But its not only me okay! Seriously, I should try asking MG girls to listen to them and I'm pretty confident that I'm one of the best already -.- NEVERMIND, I'll practise and improve, do more chinese listening (:

YICHUN THINKS THAT SHUHUI AND I ARE PERVERTS. HAHAHA, he just doesn't get it!

Shuhui and I were randomly talking about what kind of clothes you wear give you AN QUAN GAN anot. Last week, Shuhui saw YiChun's pants, she said that it doesn't seem to have AN QUAN GAN then YiChun got so clueless, thinking that there are holes on his pants. HAHAHAHAH SERIOUSLY, I LAUGHED UNTIL STOMACH ACHE EH.

Went to Melody's condo for pool on Tuesday. WAH, I GOT HIGH WHEN I SAW HER! HA! But I DON'T UNDERSTAND WHY THE POOL BALLS AT HER CONDO's ARE SMALL? We played quite a few rounds, but guess what! BOTH OF US LOST TO A GUY FOR ALL ROUNDS. SERIOUSLY, BOTH OF US CMI FOR POOL. It was funny lah. We were trying to block the holes so that Fabian cannot shoot in. IN THE END?! I don't know how, but he still got it in -.- okay and that stupid Fabian was simply stupid. SICK MUST STILL HIDE! My 6 sense totally worked man! HAHAHAHA But anyway, Fabian, this shows that your acting isn't good enough. HAHAHA I COULD STILL TELL.

Had lunch with WeiJian, JunJie, XueTing and Shuhui on Thursday after IS. WOOHOO. Love hanging out with them. Hahahah! Especially when you get to WACK PEOPLE like JJ! HEHEHEE. First time I had lunch at Canteen 4 eh! WE MUST HANG OUT AGAIN!! MORE OFTEN! :D

Our ECPRO Scenario 2 project was SO SCREWED. GRR, whatever! At least I know we passed.
School ended early yesterday! Came home early too and I'm glad that my mum seems to be slightly happier this week cause I'm home for dinner on 3 nights. Yay.

Alright, HOMEWORK! EXAM! TEST! BLAHHHH.

2009-07-04T13:41:00.005+08:00

Yeah, okay, wanted to blog yesterday but I was way too tired! Suppose to webcam with my classmates, in the end, I fell asleep =/ Oh well! Time flies! Its already the 2nd year since he left me. Of course at times, I'll still think of him and I believe you are always there protecting me! I LOVE YOU, my dearest grandfather! :) and I can't believe I actually woke up at 630am yesterday morning to go to the temple and pray! Hahaha(:

Right, I seriously cannot play pool lah! So annoying! It was funny especially when I group with Faeez for it. HAHAHAHA. GRRR, nevermind! I can have free trainings soon!
We were seriously very stupid yesterday. Decided to have Pizza Hut for dinner at BTP, went in, sit down. Suddenly, I ask JunXiong and Fabian whether they actually got money AS I REALISED I AM BROKE. Fabian reaction was quick by saying a NO, followed by JunXiong who said actually me also?! HAHAHAHA. Asked Hamdan and Faeez too! In the end, WE WALKED OUT OF PIZZA HUT! HAHA, what a joke man! Settled down at KAP instead. You can NEVER FAIL to see mg or ex-mg girls there. Seriously, this is something that will never change. Like I saw Nerissa, Kara and Maween?! HAHAHA. Oh well!

ZChen's concert at NP was great on Thursday! Dinner at KAP with Fabian, Lipin and Clarissa. Honestly Lipin, what Clarissa showed and did was OBVIOUSLY OBVIOUS. Hahaha! Lipin, jiayou ah! :D

Okay, I'm so sorry people! In the end never turn up for Pepper Lunch outing ):
Suppose to STUDY but I'm NOT right now?! HAHAHA okayokay, shall get something done now!

edit:
omg, I can totally tell we are living in a different world. I could totally tell the difference since last week. When I sit with you, there's obviously a gap between us. From all the facial expressions, the words - WOW. okay. Yes, I get it. I got it. I totally knew the answer from the beginning. I KNEW IT. I so knew it. Tell me what I should do then. You told me that I was fake. Probably, I am and was. Yeah, I think so too. But that's the best way that I can only act infront of you.

Thanks my brother and Shuhui. You guys are the best and most awesome people on earth who allows me to pour out my feelings which I've been wanting to say since I don't know when. I thought it was just me, but I was wrong. I know what's good and bad for me now. I knew I made the right decision. I know where I am standing now. I am not losing my way. Thanks so much, my dearies! :D

Hey, one more time I should say, CHEER UP, BROTHER! :D
Don't emo already lah! Just go and get what you want (:
You ain't a bother okay! -.- HAHAHAHAHA.

2009-07-02T23:18:00.001+08:00

RIGHT, I SHALL BLOG ABOUT A SUPER FUNNY AND MEMORABLE INCIDENT WHICH HAPPENED ON THE 29th June 2009.

School ended, went for early dinner, went for PSP meeting then Fabian, Shuhui and her friend waited for me to go for Hi Club together. Went for Hi Club, HAHAHA OMG, it was FUN FOR THE FIRST TIME! :D So glad Shuhui joined eh! Anyway, after Hi Club, we were walking down towards the library area but SOMEONE suddenly ask, 'you all got try this lift before anot?' We said no thus WE WENT TO TAKE THAT LIFT SPECIALLY FOR DISABLED PEOPLE. Went in, pressed the down button, the door closed AND SUDDENLY, IT STOPPED! The lights went off and the fan stopped too! WTH?! HAHA but luckily it was transparent as the whole thing was made of glass? IT WAS SERIOUSLY DAMN FUNNY INSIDE! The process of being stuck was hilarious. 2 people laughing throughout, 1 worried of getting scolded, AND SOMEONE who wanted face SO MUCH, kept covering his face but at the same time, attempting to get help from outside. Example:

outside people: are they stuck inside?
SOMEONE: Yes yes! WE NEED HELP!
the rest of us: *LAUGH LAUGH LAUGH*

But I was SO GLAD that Hamdan smsed me at the right time! Thinking that he should be still in school, I called him and he came to our rescue!! Haha, Hamdan! Happy anot! Woohoo~ Don't really know what he did to make the lift move though =/ HAHAHAHA.

HAHAHAHA! BUT I WILL NEVER EVER TAKE THAT LIFT. EVER NEVER AGAIN. I AM SERIOUS.

OH WELL! I thought I would be super sleepy on Tuesday as I slept at 3.30am the night before, all thanks to ENGMECH -.- ooovoo-ed with Junxiong and Fabian until I finished those 5 questions. LOL.

Anyway, I WASN'T SLEEPY AT ALL ON TUESDAY!! AND FOR THE FIRST TIME, ELTECH TUTORIAL WAS ULTRA FUN! why why why? Because we were just talking and having fun throughout! HAHAHA, YiChun and JunXiong were super evil can! As all of us know, WeiYan is VERY SENSITIVE towards camera. Despite this, YiChun and JunXiong took their CALCULATORS, turn to WeiYan and WeiYan was so agitated, she immediately covered her face! DAMN FUNNY!!! HAHAHAHAHA, okay it might not sound funny here but yeah, IT WAS! If you actually saw what happened. Shuhui and I couldn't stop laughing! :D
Okay, pictures during ELTECH TUTORIAL!
THIS IS ADDICTIVE.

Yupp, I was way too bored. Nothing to do! Never bother listening to lesson. HAHAHA!

during ELTECH lecture - THIS IS HOW SIAN YOU CAN GET WHEN YOU DO ELTECH.

Okay, school is getting more fun with awesome classmates around but its getting terrible as the workload is #%$#@@#&!! All the difficult stuffs are coming in! ESPECIALLY ELTECH!
but WOOHOO~ ACED ALL MY MODULES SO FAR! Not too bad I guess, but somehow still disappointed lah. For certain module. AT LEAST I ACED MY ELTECH!! MIRACLE! Thanks Hamdan! (: HAH.

RANDOM PICTURES!

love love love herrr! :D

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY TO GRACE LEE! (: